Life is a little brighter if you smile :)

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

ahh! this week has been, tiring. absolutely!
choir is taxing, adding on to IAs that have to be completed, amounting stress of lessons missed!
well, on the fun side, for around 7-8 hours a day, i get to be around the people i really like :)

dancing has never been so very tiring in a sense of keeping the "warped" mindset up!
i really do hope the choir can look so much happier, lively during the performance. i really do..
rehersals today were a tad bad, but well, i guess, its changable.

and on the side of emotions. haha. dont really have the time for it do i?
it still pains and aches a little but ah well, shouldn't let it affect my mood, should i?
ah, we will see how it goes. its just so hard to even LOOK.

here we go!

Friday, July 25, 2008

it hurts.

at least, its out.
Thank you.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

I am putting up with quite a bit of stress. This period is really really demanding.

Amazingly, I am still smiley smiley.

Although having some weird mood swings here and there, I think I'm still fine.
Lack of sleep has resulted a little jumpy-ness in my character, a little higher than usual.

So, thats quite a bothersome since it only adds on to the fatigue.

Hee
Hee

Work.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

certainly am feeling better now.
thank you to the few people that made what was left of my week brighter!

friday was quite enjoyable.
Besides having the traffic lights to coincide with the pace at which i ran,
choir in the afternoon was really enjoyable.
ALTHOUGH, i cant really learn my part well, but it was still fun.

saturday was quite cool too!
woke at 6.30 to run to school, AGAIN!
had the kbl to myself, and looked through the extensive library of scores.
slowly people came in.
practice was well and fun.
staying back after that wasn't as fun as last week but still, its cosy to be in familiar company :)

what i regret now is sleeping late.
Thursday's late night dragged on to friday and friday's late night accumulated to today.

Oh yes, i fell into a drain today. how bothersome!
and my first reaction? LAUGH! how stupid xD

I hope research at Lee Kong Chian tommorow will be fruitful
if not, I will get skewered by my superivisor on monday.

Oh gosh, i just got news that i have to stay late for choir on tuesday.
wonderful.
wonderful.
wonderful.

my work is going die...

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

:)
To tell the truth, for this week, my smile has been a fake facade.

Feeling awfully down this week.

My expression makes me happy! momentarily,

why so glum?

:(

Monday, July 14, 2008

okay. exams weren't THAT bad.
Relative to the class its quite good actually. But relative to level. Hoho.

Choir has been fun. As always. Friday started with having a mini Choir gathering to just talk about stuff. Saturday started interestingly with breakfast!
It was a Buaya case but in any case, I didn't want to be one! Amazingly, we weren't late even though we took a tee-wee bit long in munching our hotcakes.

After Choir was GREAT! Haha. It is ALWAYS the times where fun starts when theres slacking on the agenda and you're with friends.
The Y5's that stayed back for the interviews sang and sang and sang!
What utter joy!

Today, hurrr. Getting out of school was a herculean task.

The ceremony was not really good. I suppose they cut down on the formalities for certain reasons but still, I thought some effort should have been made.

Anyway, why stay on past glories? I didn't feel like going in the first place. =P

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Im lost at how I should feel now.

Okay. Besides being all paranoid about exams, but the race.
Didn't expect myself to do exceedingly well but didn't expect myself to get last.
The water jump was a real stopper for me!
You know the technique to leap across it but when you're standing on the steeple,
I just jumped with two legs into the water!

Gosh! What an experience! I comfort myself for being able to finish the race even if it
was my very first time doing such a distance and doing the water jump.
Though slow, but AH WELL!

School was pretty much useless for me =P
You see, I get distracted when thinking about the race. And somehow, I felt sleepy.
So with the blend of the snooze bug, HOW DO I CONCENTRATE!
Luckily Econs was off, if not, that would be another lesson gone to waste.

Okay. Tommorow is Armagaddon.
I hope my Chem MCQ gets higher than the disgusting timing I ran.

I dont want to study anymore!

:(

Monday, July 07, 2008

Oh Dear!
Before the week starts, and before the grief comes, lets blog for one last time!

Saturday was a MAJOR slack-off day! In a nutshell,
Training, Lunch, Econs IA ( a little ), Kung Fu Panda, Econs IA ( a little ), Sleep, Dinner, Kung Fu Panda, Econs IA ( a little ), Goodnight!

And its all thanks to the flabby black and white thing, that my productivity level DROPPED.

Sunday was less slack considering that I finished my IA, although it looks weak and bad, I still finished it. BUT STILL...

Breakfast, IA-ed, Lunch, Econs, Dinner with friends, "Evening with Friends", Supper, SLEEP!

Well, met up with Choir to dine and watch ACJC. What I conclude is, they are REALLY good. BUT a little showoff dont you think? Nearly every song was a foreign language, and really resonance-cy, musically thingy.

It just didn't have the jive. :( But on the other hand, they are chorally AWESOME.

Anyhow, a night out with the crowd is made me happy already.

Ah the rain stopped.
Don't you love it?

Pretty random here but I like rains on Sunday mornings, propping myself against the window with a hot cuppa and just watch the pitter patter...

...

Too bad, I'm too Busy..I wonder why,,,,,

Friday, July 04, 2008

hey yo!
Hmm. This week has been quite a positive week for me. Considering that I did not check my Chem MCQ and left my worries for my exams for next week. And also, talking and talking and talking and more talking. And looking forward for the weekends!

(Though, I did fill up a pool so that i can drown in my sorrow.)

Steeple is physically demanding. Really. Very. Very. I'm pretty afraid of Thursday.

Oh yes, apple crumble was good. Though I only got an external critique who was probably too politle to correct anything. xD. Ah well, I thought it was good though, except the fact that I missed out the sugar on the top which was only added later, and the base had far too little cornflakes so the scarce amount had the texture of the stalk of an apple.

Choir was, again, a stress-reliever. The Choreo for All for One is good in a sense that its simple? Desh didn't turned out as bad as i thought. It sounds pretty nice. And then, the Choreo got SOO into me that I started doing it in every setting! Haha. Home, Classroom, Corridors. AHHHH!

Oh yes! And time after choir is the best! The KBL turned into "The Dancefloor". Doing wacky, retarded dance moves and also doing the choreo OVER and OVER and OVER again, for I dont know why! Gosh, luckily there were only a few people there to laugh at our kuku-ness! xD

Its a pity that we ended late though, and Y5's had to go...but on the bright end, nobody from my level saw me being an absolute RETARD. along with douglas, hadi and mervyn.

Plans till next Friday:
Sat: Train
Sun: ACJC Concert
Mon: Mental preparation for Exam results
Tues: Drown in sorrow
Weds: Drown in sorrow
Thurs: Drown in sorrow and steeple
Fri: Drown in absolute sorrrow.