Life is a little brighter if you smile :)

Friday, October 31, 2008

what an awfully tiring day!
woke up with a swollen eyelid.
choir-ed a bit, conc camp-ed, lee kong chian-ed

ah gees, days go by and problems start to add on.
its like this never stopping stream of problems.
i figured that problems are free?
happiness is redeemed through effort!
quite right!
analogy:
you get dirty in the rain, thats a problem! and thats free, getting dirty
then you go home, and have to bath and the bathing foam used is bought through money, earned through effort.

researching was tedious.
type type type.
a truely entertaining moment when my sister and I say a crowd of senior citizens do aerobics at the space outside the library.
joining them for a minute was even more entertaining. xD
though, we ran away quickly, it was fun while it lasted.

tommorow is another late late day.

morning choir
afternoon deans list
night lessons

when can i take a break?
a full break
nice long holiday?
END OF YEAR 6!! xD

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

i come home sick and tired everyday.

aiya.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

ARGH. why do i have deans list clashing with choir?
gosh, i planned out the day so happily and to my HORROR!
Then, i have conc camp for english plopped in the middle of choir, how pissing!

Why can't ANYTHING suit you at all?

BAH!

Monday, October 27, 2008

haha.
how funny when all the not-happy stuff slams you at one go.
you just laugh about your plight!
wahahahaha.

today was food-filled.
its pure abstinence from ALOT of chinese cusine food for the next few days.
mixing around with the hc and nj choir exco was pretty awesome.
their quite a nice bunch.
though it be funny the day it hit them i have ZERO choir background

on the minus side,
the day ended sour.
plodded home to sleep and had horrible dinner.
thai isn't exactly my favourite cusine. call me spoiled but really,
as a person who cook, i think the thais just overuse the spices.

well, it comes to the point of acceptance and going "aiya"

and what i learnt last year from darren koh,
when times get hard, life gets exciting.
my life is VERY exciting.
i love it

Saturday, October 25, 2008

procrastination gets you nowhere!

the story of my analysis of prose passage:
did it halfway during conc camp, mr brian ng said we can finish it at home.

cycled home but didn't have mood to do. wrote 2 sentences. DECIDED TO FINISH IT BEFORE DEAN'S LIST

bus-ed to school. lunched. met william to discover, in my horror, that i left my math port at home! (due 5pm that day) Paniced off and on, got it in the end. In the frenzy, wrote 1 parapgraph in 1 and a half hours. DECIDED TO DO IT AT NIGHT

After the class party, went home, EXHAUSTED! DECIDED TO DO IT BEFORE CHOIR

woke up in the morning, ahh! family is chasing me out of the house, okay! DECIDED TO DO IT IN SCHOOL BEFORE CHOIR

cycled to school. and people were there already so talked. DECIDED TO DO AFTER CHOIR

choir ended and lunched. went home. okay lets do it!

discovered that i left the prose passage along with my halfdone work in school. -_-

life is wonderful.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

the week has been up and down, in and out.
So I am down for Conc camp for English.
Happy in some ways that I hope it can help me..

Choir choir.
it has been demanding in all ways.
Time, mind, body.

Off and on mood swings.
haha. thats so funny.
I am like an old woman.

oktoberfest was good.
at least its an event where a certain degree of bonding? took place.

on the other side of things,
its been doopsy woopsy,
but then, if i can SMILE it through,
i WIN!

Monday, October 20, 2008

i found a good analogy of it.

its like cancer.
the first time you knew it, you sob hard and grieve
then, the doctor tells you not all hope is lost.
then you start to recover, but in just a wink
you relaspe, yet, effects starts to ebb away again and you recover.
the vicious cycle continues to the point where you have no idea whether to have hope or not.
whether one day, it will end up taking your life.

quite good huh? hahahaha

Sunday, October 19, 2008

ouch pain
pain ouch
ouch pain
pain ouch
ouch pain
pain ouch
ouch pain
pain ouch
ouch pain
pain ouch
ouch pain
pain ouch
ouch pain
pain ouch

Saturday, October 18, 2008

A Mental Disaster
roaring flames rocketed the farenheit.
thunder, lightning!
cyclones and hurricanes left a trail of destruction.
pain pain PAIN!

hows your headache?
student or elderly?
streaks of greys lined the hair,
and deep, dark rings encircled the sockets.
permanent etch of worry plastered on the matured face,
old...

more caffine, more caffine!

a hacking cough degenerates the weak trachea lining.
wheezing at the slightest exertion of energy.
frail limbs lifts the limp body.

"I must finish before going to the long awaited slumber"

Friday, October 17, 2008

results weren't as bad as i thought?
although, papers were done BADLY
in a way that it puts me in the average
hahaha. i should get pressed down.
thinking too highly of myself at times.

english was just GOSH!
3rd lowest mark in level just isn't sad but humourous.
its an obvious sign of a science student.

ah gees.

i guess the only thing that i feel lousy about is positions.
but i should be grateful in where i stand, and i am.

cheer up!
the sun ain't down yet!

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

why why why?
its been happy for one day
and its downhill on tuesday

my studies,
teachers have been mopping over exam scripts
going through them.
all it has done was to strike fear and even sorrow
in my educational heart.
maths port. GOSH!
i guess i am not good in maths at all.
ah well.
having to redo isn't at all pleasant.

choir,
its stressful.
people are leaving
there is so many things to settle
and more over, do it WELL
so many things to DO!
to rememeber!
no wonder my temper is getting more and more thin.

jolly what fun!
hahahahhahahaha

Saturday, October 11, 2008

boogie-fied!
okay, maybe KBL cleanup wasn't much of a revamp =P
BUT, it is much neater now, MUCH.

funny how i can say that cleaning the room up required blood, sweat and tears.

friday's later half was much better than the earlier.
i guess ceilings are an alternative of clouds.
the amazing short period,
where you wish that time would stop
and last a lifetime.
hohoho.

but then, whats life without complications?

the sunshine was dark at around 12-1 though.
grew brighter, evidently :)
gosh, im starting to become a weatherman

Thursday, October 09, 2008

shit
problem is back.
shit shit shit

and i thought it was solved
oh bother!

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

bah!
my head hurts. I keep sleeping.
gosh, the after effects of absitence from caffine is tormenting.
definitely haven't be productive the last few days.

monday was watching house and flipping through OLD choir pictures.
gosh, how cute our seniors WERE. Haha.

tuesday was much more enjoyable.
morning, was choir spent.
interesting how i spent most of the time pretending to play the songs in the songbank of the keyboard.

the afternoon.
metaphorically,
the sun was up, sunshine was bright and sunny
bask in the brillance of it all.
yeah. loved it.

today was a movie-ing day.
yup, moving. sighs.
fifty first dates. an old one, but pretty.
a walk to remember. touching, very, and sweet, nice.
pretty feministic taste huh?
oestrogen levels are soaring in my plasma. AHHH!
well spent day too, 12-3.

bwahahahaha.
oh exams.
hoho.
english: never good at it, probably never will
chinese: gosh! it was hard. really, this one is sighs..
econs: okay lah..but same thing said in mids, never did well too.
maths: my paper's answer is conc camp material.
chemistry: uh uh, as hard or even harder than mids. which is AHHHHH!
bio: hoho, not that easy subject. okay paper but all the points in? thats the hard part.

all in all,
uh uh.
not a good exam.

Saturday, October 04, 2008

i am sad

woke up the morning, tired.
had a phase of emo-cities in school.
booger.
sunshine was bright though.
so sunshine made me happ-ier!
bright bright day till...

i discovered the awesome yes awesome amount of marks i minused.
Firstly, you cant count you with your fingers and thats the first time in a long time,
I know that i minused more than 10 before i got the paper back.
use your toes, also cannot.
use them twice.
thats the amount.
adding on to random mistakes....
my maths has gone down the drain.
has gone.
my good subject.
only good subject.
gone
gone
poooof

meet dumboy jet,
roadsweep with an o level cert.
proud enough to say that i know brooms wear out because of friction.
my muscles are tired because of lactic acid.
my sweat contains chemical NaCl
i can "differentiate" the leaves from the grass.
socialise with the land owners using chinese and english. billingual!
know that i enjoy low tax rates and high transfer payments, benefiting from fiscal policies.
write poems on leaves.

Dew, nice to see you again.
the day springs to a bustle,
yet, all i hear
are the leaves rustle's.


brightside of things huh?
:)