Time to 'Shutup'

I figured today when I should shush myself:

When I get hungry, I get really angsty. Sadly, a dear IB chorester came into my way, and yup, I was quite erm, unfriendly. :P

After I eat, I get TIRED and will start saying ANYTHING and will ramble and ramble. Poor Ariel had to stand my crap this afternoon as I talked and talked and talked senselessly. GOSH!

When I get angry, yup. There is this HUMONGOUS possibility that I'd swear. How amusing that in this 2 months of utter rubbish life, I swore more times than I ever did over 3 years, unless you count 'fish', 'fishcakes'.

I am ex-haus-ted.

Sing *oops*

well! having more experience in the choir is not exactly rewarding,
now, you finally understand how horribly you are singing. SIGHS.
today was awfully stressful.
its that feeling where you feel this pressure at your head
and it presses incessantly..
ah wells, it was just as though i had a synapse war in my head.

breathe in breathe out!
the secondary choir and douggie keeps me going :)

just awfully tired out with 5 days of choir.
sleepy..

Wanton Mee, SOUP!

hmm, besides the title being my recent SAC 'fad food',
My school life seems to be alluded to that piping bowl of mee.
The noodles are like my typical school life, yummy yet TOO MUCH!
The wantons are like classes, cold, not THAT yummy, but still have to eat.
Char Siews are like the cheap thrills I find in school.
And the SOUP is like CHOIR, it contains my life, making everything murky and translucent.
Oh yes, and the vegetables, which I always throw away, probably represents my omnipresent workload.

Gees! Its been a tiring week.
Singing every single day and finally lost my voice on this Vinegar Day.
Hohoho, what ANGST!
I'd probably be ONE of THOSE millions of people out there thinking that they are the ONLY ONES without a valentine. pHBBBT.
Anyhow, judging by stereotypes:
I am 18
YET:
I spend time either at home or in school,
usually have dinner with my parents on saturday nights,
gets driven to school :P,
vertically challanged,
,
just not the way an '18-year-old' should be.

Ought to start work now..
hmm,
haven't done much work today, since I spent the morning reading National Geographic and the afternoon at Choir,
Though, I learnt that Darwin's first observations weren't the finches of the Galapagos Islands but Armadillos, Rheas and others which the shipmen of Beagle brought back for makan.
Interesting...
Yup, so along the lines of reading the article,
my mind buzzed with failed attempts to dispporve the Origin of Species.
I suppose ultimately, it is a choice of : To believe or Not to believe.

Either knowledge in the Bible and the Theory of Evolution do certainly have arguments and evidences, yet this all require this so-called 'leap of faith'.
As what Karl Popper said, humans, in order to continue to believe in what they want to believe, quoted example for his book 'Conjectures and Refutations (Marx Theory of History)', humans often end up misintepreting this theory as they add their OWN NEW intepretation just to suit the phenomenon which seemed to dispprove it, what Popper called, 'Conventional Twist'.

So what weak argument I can come up with is, the Bible is not a theory, but an account. However, we see, it is the THEORY of Evolution. Hence, yes, present evidence, misintepret, conventional twist. Badly dispproved. xD

Well, picking today to say the Sinner's Prayer was more of auspicious than anything,
This walk to accept Christ in my life could only be experienced by myself,
in how I felt the Holy Spirit enter my life in the past few months,
and how God has his ways of sending his blessings upon me.

So 14 Feburary 2009, Valentines Day,
I did experience love today :)
God's everlasting love.