Sleep...
Today was just exhausting.
BLEH.
But sad in a way that the only thing left through this entire holidays is ee, tok and attachement.
sighs
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Friday, November 28, 2008
What in the World is Happening to the WORLD
Mumbai. Why? Why?
Whats with all the carnage?
We have people killing the planet already with all the global warming,
and everyday, we act as though NOTHING is happening.
I can' stand it.
The chaos just irks me.
In some ways, when people say we are civilised,
I doubt it.
We are still uncivilised,
Everyone is killing everyone,
Just that its slowly, quietly and cleverly.
Disgusting.
Competitive.
Shit.
Mumbai. Why? Why?
Whats with all the carnage?
We have people killing the planet already with all the global warming,
and everyday, we act as though NOTHING is happening.
I can' stand it.
The chaos just irks me.
In some ways, when people say we are civilised,
I doubt it.
We are still uncivilised,
Everyone is killing everyone,
Just that its slowly, quietly and cleverly.
Disgusting.
Competitive.
Shit.
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Presently...
Tired. Tired. Tired.
Hahaha.
It came to a point that instead of sleeping NEXT to my supervisor,
my eyelids drooped right infront of him while he was talking to me.
yikes!
I thought the days where i required that hormone is over!
Sheesh. It would REALLY be boring with Choir off-ed for the year.
Gosh!
Going for TLL is like doing ANOTHER EE.
Don't I hate EE's?
Heh
I have yet to read any academically inclined material
Year 6. Uh oh...
And talking to a possible future European citizen doesn't work.
Its sad to the extreme.
Frankly, I should have expected all THIS for this hols!
Isn't it called the monsoon season?
Hahahhahahaha
Work Work...
Tired. Tired. Tired.
Hahaha.
It came to a point that instead of sleeping NEXT to my supervisor,
my eyelids drooped right infront of him while he was talking to me.
yikes!
I thought the days where i required that hormone is over!
Sheesh. It would REALLY be boring with Choir off-ed for the year.
Gosh!
Going for TLL is like doing ANOTHER EE.
Don't I hate EE's?
Heh
I have yet to read any academically inclined material
Year 6. Uh oh...
And talking to a possible future European citizen doesn't work.
Its sad to the extreme.
Frankly, I should have expected all THIS for this hols!
Isn't it called the monsoon season?
Hahahhahahaha
Work Work...
Sunday, November 23, 2008
AW MAN
It was an amazing Friday and Saturday.
I just lost a great number of hours of sleep
It was great to be with the kiddos of Chinese Orchestra
They are just so CUTE
Hahaha.
It sounds paedophilic
Though, with the kids its the same, with the facilitators, its different.
Everything is changing.
AHHHH!
Horrible
Horrible
Horrible
Holidays
THOUGH! I am looking foward to Post Choral Exchange...
It was an amazing Friday and Saturday.
I just lost a great number of hours of sleep
It was great to be with the kiddos of Chinese Orchestra
They are just so CUTE
Hahaha.
It sounds paedophilic
Though, with the kids its the same, with the facilitators, its different.
Everything is changing.
AHHHH!
Horrible
Horrible
Horrible
Holidays
THOUGH! I am looking foward to Post Choral Exchange...
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Friday, November 14, 2008
Rojak
That's what I feel. like, essentially, mixed. There is the sweet, sour, salty and bitter.
You eat something sweet, you forget about the bitter and you eat something bitter and it stays there till a lot more sweet get you good again.
Bitter-sweet!
Its really a HORROR missing SO MANY choir practices! GOSH!!
I HAVE YET TO LEARN THE SET PIECE.
And I have EE to do because plants don't wait for you!
At the same time Research Attachment is every moment!
TOK!!!
Fizzy Busy
Defining Moments of the Week:
-Interacting more with the other TLL Participants!
-Getting to see HCI and NJC Choir EXCO again at HCI!
-Counting 1797 Pollen Grains
-Playing with the Secondary School Choir
- Finally, seeing the sunshine give a momentary smile today, priceless.
The Summer's Smile
Her cheeks wrinkles like the sun's golden hues,
And though dimple-less,
Its there, I know it,
Like stars in the day.
Ah! Those eyes.
Glowing with passion,
Sparkling with zest.
A mornining glory and its dew.
Hummingbirds sung their happy songs,
everything had gone along.
Yet, the spherical blue-green monster does not wait.
Authmn then Winter.
Elephant hides cover the skies.
What is happening?
I long for Summer's Smile,
though aware of the absence.
It will be there, I know it,
Snow will melt,
Leaves will grow,
and I may never let go.
That's what I feel. like, essentially, mixed. There is the sweet, sour, salty and bitter.
You eat something sweet, you forget about the bitter and you eat something bitter and it stays there till a lot more sweet get you good again.
Bitter-sweet!
Its really a HORROR missing SO MANY choir practices! GOSH!!
I HAVE YET TO LEARN THE SET PIECE.
And I have EE to do because plants don't wait for you!
At the same time Research Attachment is every moment!
TOK!!!
Fizzy Busy
Defining Moments of the Week:
-Interacting more with the other TLL Participants!
-Getting to see HCI and NJC Choir EXCO again at HCI!
-Counting 1797 Pollen Grains
-Playing with the Secondary School Choir
- Finally, seeing the sunshine give a momentary smile today, priceless.
The Summer's Smile
Her cheeks wrinkles like the sun's golden hues,
And though dimple-less,
Its there, I know it,
Like stars in the day.
Ah! Those eyes.
Glowing with passion,
Sparkling with zest.
A mornining glory and its dew.
Hummingbirds sung their happy songs,
everything had gone along.
Yet, the spherical blue-green monster does not wait.
Authmn then Winter.
Elephant hides cover the skies.
What is happening?
I long for Summer's Smile,
though aware of the absence.
It will be there, I know it,
Snow will melt,
Leaves will grow,
and I may never let go.
Monday, November 10, 2008
Sunday, November 09, 2008
from the top!
hello!
hahaha. its the dawn of a new day :)
Everything restarts. Somebody tripped over the wires!
One day may not be enough to recover but in time to come, I hope I will ;)
Hmm, I really ought to be working hard!
Priorities:
Choir
Attachment
Run
Academics
:)
I should be going to my secondary 4 regime of not using msn on weekdays xD
It should help.
Oh, what wonderful holidays!
hello!
hahaha. its the dawn of a new day :)
Everything restarts. Somebody tripped over the wires!
One day may not be enough to recover but in time to come, I hope I will ;)
Hmm, I really ought to be working hard!
Priorities:
Choir
Attachment
Run
Academics
:)
I should be going to my secondary 4 regime of not using msn on weekdays xD
It should help.
Oh, what wonderful holidays!
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
creativity PLEASE!
Hahaha. i want to complain!
My jokes should be copyrighted. GOSH!
Deans was messed up real bad due to the rain.
Had a wonderful tea/dinner
Coffee Club Burger and Mudpie
Oh gosh, I shouldn't have talked to them anyway, haha, kinda makes things worse! xD
anywhos, we bumped into mr ho! hahahha
1 in 4million chance
Haha, sometimes,
I wished I stayed only in Cross Country.
sighs.
But Choir, is awesome, most of the times,
the WONDERFUL secondary ones!
sleeping is an essential thing these days,
tired tired very tired.
I'm fine!
And the flower that we're working on!
Hahaha. i want to complain!
My jokes should be copyrighted. GOSH!
Deans was messed up real bad due to the rain.
Had a wonderful tea/dinner
Coffee Club Burger and Mudpie
Oh gosh, I shouldn't have talked to them anyway, haha, kinda makes things worse! xD
anywhos, we bumped into mr ho! hahahha
1 in 4million chance
Haha, sometimes,
I wished I stayed only in Cross Country.
sighs.
But Choir, is awesome, most of the times,
the WONDERFUL secondary ones!
sleeping is an essential thing these days,
tired tired very tired.
I'm fine!
And the flower that we're working on!
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
posh gosh!
the research attachment is pretty cool and fun.
people there are friendly and nice
its a pretty place
my research?
well its on a certain species of flower.
arabidopsis i think.
its really small. trust me
and i will spend most of my time counting the number of mutant types and normal types of pollen grains of these minature flowers. haha.
well, the cool part is really the reason for all the things that pops out from the microscope.
to prepare the slides itself is a herculean task for me.
the only down side of it is that for the only 2 talks i had,
i fell asleep in both.
and also, your eyes and head gets goofy after staring through the microscope for too long a time.
choir choir,
its running well i suppose, not perfect though.
time has to be squeezzzzzzzed
busy,
keeps my mind off things!
the research attachment is pretty cool and fun.
people there are friendly and nice
its a pretty place
my research?
well its on a certain species of flower.
arabidopsis i think.
its really small. trust me
and i will spend most of my time counting the number of mutant types and normal types of pollen grains of these minature flowers. haha.
well, the cool part is really the reason for all the things that pops out from the microscope.
to prepare the slides itself is a herculean task for me.
the only down side of it is that for the only 2 talks i had,
i fell asleep in both.
and also, your eyes and head gets goofy after staring through the microscope for too long a time.
choir choir,
its running well i suppose, not perfect though.
time has to be squeezzzzzzzed
busy,
keeps my mind off things!
Sunday, November 02, 2008
xD
After talking to Daniel Ang
Looking at my secondary school friends' life
I figured I don't have A LIFE!
Swimming today made me think
Seventeen should be the prime of your youth right?
You are the Dancing Queen at seventeen.
You have a magazine dedicated to you!
Your age is similar to that of "Lisa" in the "Sound of Music"
You ARE suppose get most of your maturity this year since its "NC16" and "M18".
And the last one,
Seventeen is a prime number ;)
Happy Holidays!
After talking to Daniel Ang
Looking at my secondary school friends' life
I figured I don't have A LIFE!
Swimming today made me think
Seventeen should be the prime of your youth right?
You are the Dancing Queen at seventeen.
You have a magazine dedicated to you!
Your age is similar to that of "Lisa" in the "Sound of Music"
You ARE suppose get most of your maturity this year since its "NC16" and "M18".
And the last one,
Seventeen is a prime number ;)
Happy Holidays!
Friday, October 31, 2008
what an awfully tiring day!
woke up with a swollen eyelid.
choir-ed a bit, conc camp-ed, lee kong chian-ed
ah gees, days go by and problems start to add on.
its like this never stopping stream of problems.
i figured that problems are free?
happiness is redeemed through effort!
quite right!
analogy:
you get dirty in the rain, thats a problem! and thats free, getting dirty
then you go home, and have to bath and the bathing foam used is bought through money, earned through effort.
researching was tedious.
type type type.
a truely entertaining moment when my sister and I say a crowd of senior citizens do aerobics at the space outside the library.
joining them for a minute was even more entertaining. xD
though, we ran away quickly, it was fun while it lasted.
tommorow is another late late day.
morning choir
afternoon deans list
night lessons
when can i take a break?
a full break
nice long holiday?
END OF YEAR 6!! xD
woke up with a swollen eyelid.
choir-ed a bit, conc camp-ed, lee kong chian-ed
ah gees, days go by and problems start to add on.
its like this never stopping stream of problems.
i figured that problems are free?
happiness is redeemed through effort!
quite right!
analogy:
you get dirty in the rain, thats a problem! and thats free, getting dirty
then you go home, and have to bath and the bathing foam used is bought through money, earned through effort.
researching was tedious.
type type type.
a truely entertaining moment when my sister and I say a crowd of senior citizens do aerobics at the space outside the library.
joining them for a minute was even more entertaining. xD
though, we ran away quickly, it was fun while it lasted.
tommorow is another late late day.
morning choir
afternoon deans list
night lessons
when can i take a break?
a full break
nice long holiday?
END OF YEAR 6!! xD
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Monday, October 27, 2008
haha.
how funny when all the not-happy stuff slams you at one go.
you just laugh about your plight!
wahahahaha.
today was food-filled.
its pure abstinence from ALOT of chinese cusine food for the next few days.
mixing around with the hc and nj choir exco was pretty awesome.
their quite a nice bunch.
though it be funny the day it hit them i have ZERO choir background
on the minus side,
the day ended sour.
plodded home to sleep and had horrible dinner.
thai isn't exactly my favourite cusine. call me spoiled but really,
as a person who cook, i think the thais just overuse the spices.
well, it comes to the point of acceptance and going "aiya"
and what i learnt last year from darren koh,
when times get hard, life gets exciting.
my life is VERY exciting.
i love it
how funny when all the not-happy stuff slams you at one go.
you just laugh about your plight!
wahahahaha.
today was food-filled.
its pure abstinence from ALOT of chinese cusine food for the next few days.
mixing around with the hc and nj choir exco was pretty awesome.
their quite a nice bunch.
though it be funny the day it hit them i have ZERO choir background
on the minus side,
the day ended sour.
plodded home to sleep and had horrible dinner.
thai isn't exactly my favourite cusine. call me spoiled but really,
as a person who cook, i think the thais just overuse the spices.
well, it comes to the point of acceptance and going "aiya"
and what i learnt last year from darren koh,
when times get hard, life gets exciting.
my life is VERY exciting.
i love it
Saturday, October 25, 2008
procrastination gets you nowhere!
the story of my analysis of prose passage:
did it halfway during conc camp, mr brian ng said we can finish it at home.
cycled home but didn't have mood to do. wrote 2 sentences. DECIDED TO FINISH IT BEFORE DEAN'S LIST
bus-ed to school. lunched. met william to discover, in my horror, that i left my math port at home! (due 5pm that day) Paniced off and on, got it in the end. In the frenzy, wrote 1 parapgraph in 1 and a half hours. DECIDED TO DO IT AT NIGHT
After the class party, went home, EXHAUSTED! DECIDED TO DO IT BEFORE CHOIR
woke up in the morning, ahh! family is chasing me out of the house, okay! DECIDED TO DO IT IN SCHOOL BEFORE CHOIR
cycled to school. and people were there already so talked. DECIDED TO DO AFTER CHOIR
choir ended and lunched. went home. okay lets do it!
discovered that i left the prose passage along with my halfdone work in school. -_-
life is wonderful.
the story of my analysis of prose passage:
did it halfway during conc camp, mr brian ng said we can finish it at home.
cycled home but didn't have mood to do. wrote 2 sentences. DECIDED TO FINISH IT BEFORE DEAN'S LIST
bus-ed to school. lunched. met william to discover, in my horror, that i left my math port at home! (due 5pm that day) Paniced off and on, got it in the end. In the frenzy, wrote 1 parapgraph in 1 and a half hours. DECIDED TO DO IT AT NIGHT
After the class party, went home, EXHAUSTED! DECIDED TO DO IT BEFORE CHOIR
woke up in the morning, ahh! family is chasing me out of the house, okay! DECIDED TO DO IT IN SCHOOL BEFORE CHOIR
cycled to school. and people were there already so talked. DECIDED TO DO AFTER CHOIR
choir ended and lunched. went home. okay lets do it!
discovered that i left the prose passage along with my halfdone work in school. -_-
life is wonderful.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
the week has been up and down, in and out.
So I am down for Conc camp for English.
Happy in some ways that I hope it can help me..
Choir choir.
it has been demanding in all ways.
Time, mind, body.
Off and on mood swings.
haha. thats so funny.
I am like an old woman.
oktoberfest was good.
at least its an event where a certain degree of bonding? took place.
on the other side of things,
its been doopsy woopsy,
but then, if i can SMILE it through,
i WIN!
So I am down for Conc camp for English.
Happy in some ways that I hope it can help me..
Choir choir.
it has been demanding in all ways.
Time, mind, body.
Off and on mood swings.
haha. thats so funny.
I am like an old woman.
oktoberfest was good.
at least its an event where a certain degree of bonding? took place.
on the other side of things,
its been doopsy woopsy,
but then, if i can SMILE it through,
i WIN!
Monday, October 20, 2008
i found a good analogy of it.
its like cancer.
the first time you knew it, you sob hard and grieve
then, the doctor tells you not all hope is lost.
then you start to recover, but in just a wink
you relaspe, yet, effects starts to ebb away again and you recover.
the vicious cycle continues to the point where you have no idea whether to have hope or not.
whether one day, it will end up taking your life.
quite good huh? hahahaha
its like cancer.
the first time you knew it, you sob hard and grieve
then, the doctor tells you not all hope is lost.
then you start to recover, but in just a wink
you relaspe, yet, effects starts to ebb away again and you recover.
the vicious cycle continues to the point where you have no idea whether to have hope or not.
whether one day, it will end up taking your life.
quite good huh? hahahaha
Sunday, October 19, 2008
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