I am putting up with quite a bit of stress. This period is really really demanding.

Amazingly, I am still smiley smiley.

Although having some weird mood swings here and there, I think I'm still fine.
Lack of sleep has resulted a little jumpy-ness in my character, a little higher than usual.

So, thats quite a bothersome since it only adds on to the fatigue.

Hee
Hee

Work.

certainly am feeling better now.
thank you to the few people that made what was left of my week brighter!

friday was quite enjoyable.
Besides having the traffic lights to coincide with the pace at which i ran,
choir in the afternoon was really enjoyable.
ALTHOUGH, i cant really learn my part well, but it was still fun.

saturday was quite cool too!
woke at 6.30 to run to school, AGAIN!
had the kbl to myself, and looked through the extensive library of scores.
slowly people came in.
practice was well and fun.
staying back after that wasn't as fun as last week but still, its cosy to be in familiar company :)

what i regret now is sleeping late.
Thursday's late night dragged on to friday and friday's late night accumulated to today.

Oh yes, i fell into a drain today. how bothersome!
and my first reaction? LAUGH! how stupid xD

I hope research at Lee Kong Chian tommorow will be fruitful
if not, I will get skewered by my superivisor on monday.

Oh gosh, i just got news that i have to stay late for choir on tuesday.
wonderful.
wonderful.
wonderful.

my work is going die...

:)
To tell the truth, for this week, my smile has been a fake facade.

Feeling awfully down this week.

My expression makes me happy! momentarily,

why so glum?

:(

okay. exams weren't THAT bad.
Relative to the class its quite good actually. But relative to level. Hoho.

Choir has been fun. As always. Friday started with having a mini Choir gathering to just talk about stuff. Saturday started interestingly with breakfast!
It was a Buaya case but in any case, I didn't want to be one! Amazingly, we weren't late even though we took a tee-wee bit long in munching our hotcakes.

After Choir was GREAT! Haha. It is ALWAYS the times where fun starts when theres slacking on the agenda and you're with friends.
The Y5's that stayed back for the interviews sang and sang and sang!
What utter joy!

Today, hurrr. Getting out of school was a herculean task.

The ceremony was not really good. I suppose they cut down on the formalities for certain reasons but still, I thought some effort should have been made.

Anyway, why stay on past glories? I didn't feel like going in the first place. =P

Im lost at how I should feel now.

Okay. Besides being all paranoid about exams, but the race.
Didn't expect myself to do exceedingly well but didn't expect myself to get last.
The water jump was a real stopper for me!
You know the technique to leap across it but when you're standing on the steeple,
I just jumped with two legs into the water!

Gosh! What an experience! I comfort myself for being able to finish the race even if it
was my very first time doing such a distance and doing the water jump.
Though slow, but AH WELL!

School was pretty much useless for me =P
You see, I get distracted when thinking about the race. And somehow, I felt sleepy.
So with the blend of the snooze bug, HOW DO I CONCENTRATE!
Luckily Econs was off, if not, that would be another lesson gone to waste.

Okay. Tommorow is Armagaddon.
I hope my Chem MCQ gets higher than the disgusting timing I ran.

I dont want to study anymore!

:(

Oh Dear!
Before the week starts, and before the grief comes, lets blog for one last time!

Saturday was a MAJOR slack-off day! In a nutshell,
Training, Lunch, Econs IA ( a little ), Kung Fu Panda, Econs IA ( a little ), Sleep, Dinner, Kung Fu Panda, Econs IA ( a little ), Goodnight!

And its all thanks to the flabby black and white thing, that my productivity level DROPPED.

Sunday was less slack considering that I finished my IA, although it looks weak and bad, I still finished it. BUT STILL...

Breakfast, IA-ed, Lunch, Econs, Dinner with friends, "Evening with Friends", Supper, SLEEP!

Well, met up with Choir to dine and watch ACJC. What I conclude is, they are REALLY good. BUT a little showoff dont you think? Nearly every song was a foreign language, and really resonance-cy, musically thingy.

It just didn't have the jive. :( But on the other hand, they are chorally AWESOME.

Anyhow, a night out with the crowd is made me happy already.

Ah the rain stopped.
Don't you love it?

Pretty random here but I like rains on Sunday mornings, propping myself against the window with a hot cuppa and just watch the pitter patter...

...

Too bad, I'm too Busy..I wonder why,,,,,

hey yo!
Hmm. This week has been quite a positive week for me. Considering that I did not check my Chem MCQ and left my worries for my exams for next week. And also, talking and talking and talking and more talking. And looking forward for the weekends!

(Though, I did fill up a pool so that i can drown in my sorrow.)

Steeple is physically demanding. Really. Very. Very. I'm pretty afraid of Thursday.

Oh yes, apple crumble was good. Though I only got an external critique who was probably too politle to correct anything. xD. Ah well, I thought it was good though, except the fact that I missed out the sugar on the top which was only added later, and the base had far too little cornflakes so the scarce amount had the texture of the stalk of an apple.

Choir was, again, a stress-reliever. The Choreo for All for One is good in a sense that its simple? Desh didn't turned out as bad as i thought. It sounds pretty nice. And then, the Choreo got SOO into me that I started doing it in every setting! Haha. Home, Classroom, Corridors. AHHHH!

Oh yes! And time after choir is the best! The KBL turned into "The Dancefloor". Doing wacky, retarded dance moves and also doing the choreo OVER and OVER and OVER again, for I dont know why! Gosh, luckily there were only a few people there to laugh at our kuku-ness! xD

Its a pity that we ended late though, and Y5's had to go...but on the bright end, nobody from my level saw me being an absolute RETARD. along with douglas, hadi and mervyn.

Plans till next Friday:
Sat: Train
Sun: ACJC Concert
Mon: Mental preparation for Exam results
Tues: Drown in sorrow
Weds: Drown in sorrow
Thurs: Drown in sorrow and steeple
Fri: Drown in absolute sorrrow.

i look like a chicken's backside.

I hate the barber.

i hate the barber

i really hate him.

detest him.

grr.

gr.

Boohoo!

exams, were pretty bad on my side :(
they were just bad. I dont know is it due to the lack of studying, although i felt that i did quite a bit of work, but hey, i felt i couldn't apply it.

Gosh, whats the use of going back to maris stella to get academic prizes?

Ah. Now, theres about a week for me to train for steeplechase. And choir is starting soon. Plus Tok essay, Maths port, econs IA 2 and most importantly, IOP!!!

Gosh, im Uber tired now.
Plans for the day:
Sleep> Cut hair> Run>BAKE!!!!

Who wants a slice of the old apple crumble! I do!

okay. Maybe I'm really bad at running. xD
Hurdling makes you knees hurt.
And if you do it wrongly, you get owned by the coach.
And guess what, only I get owned. WHAT!? Hahaha.
So its a Bad knee + Scolding, What a payoff.
Anyway, I will step on the steeple and not hurdle.
Im going for experience anyway!

On the studying side. TOK is great in a way that it gives me a break.
Its bad in a way that it gives you mental constipation.

Kant, Hume, Socrates, Plato, Aristotle are certainly not dietary fibres to the brain!

Exams. Gosh. How?

just to conform to renxian's request and take a break from bio!

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? Be really sad!

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be? Utopia :)

#3 What will your dream wedding be like? You see, that will depend on my bride! Ask her what she wants?

#4 Will you rather have a loving girl/boyfriend and littlefriends, or no girl/guy to love you yet? Not. YET!

#5 What if one day you realized that the person you love turns out to be different from whom you think he/she is?
I'd fall in love with that person all over again. HAHA!

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
The latter!

#7 Which do you prefer, fries or potato chips? Chips!

#8 Longest relationship? Invalid. GEHHH!

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Exams and getting distracted in MANY ways.

#10 What do you want most in life? To not regret!

#11 Do you like being tagged? At least it gives me a break!

#12 How do you see yourself in ten years’ time? I really hope I'll be fine

#13 Who is currently the most important person to you? My DAD!

#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
One of the nicest person I ever seen. Really.

#15 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor? Married and ...

#16 What’s the first thing you do every morning? Ponder in Bed

#17 Would you give all in a relationship?Why not

#18 How’s life now? Stress-ful but Fun in other aspects. But still, Stress. xD

#19 What type of friends do you like? Fisherman! Hmm. Empathatic!

#20 How many questions have you changed? Didn't

WOW + Choir Camp + Track and Field Season = Fail Common Test

Ah well. You see. As I said to some people before. This is pretty much the second last year of our dear youth days. Soon, it will be Army then Uni ( if i can qualify =P). then Work.

Sad ain't it.

So shouldn't we do all these activities before we lose our opportunity to do so?

As on WOW, it was all great fun but theres too much to blog about.
It was great.
THE END

For Choir Camp, it was awesome in all its ways.
Got to talk, know more about the people I already know.
Knew more of the Y5's as in, not only by name and face,
At least now we know a rough direction to move towards.
:)

I have to do work now :(
AND SLEEP.
Although i slept longer then some people but its a total of 8 hours in 2 days.
So imagine how long the others slept.
RETARDS!

Have Fun People!

last day. finally.
another slack slack slack day but i wanted in slack anyway.
Econs was again, really knowledgable.

Through the video screened, i figured that north korea is pretty sick.
and probably the leader is a bit too much of a narcissicist.( if that is the spelling)

The Speaker Award Compeition was pretty boring BUT the cross talk was good if i had listened.

Choir was fun in a sense that I just went there and bum around.

On the other hand, I think I screwed/dead/done for for common tests.
You see, having training on Tues, Thurs and Sat in BOTH afternoon and morning isn't exactly productive for studying.

GOSH! HELP ME!

Luckily choir took a break.

sleepy week!

I blame the usage of the beloved messenger service that deprived my lack of sleep!
Although the chatting was fun but I ought to exercise self-control.

Maths Portfolio has been a bother. The class is quite freaked out by it.
Blame the "kiasu" spirit but everyone seems to be over-killing the poor maths portfolio!
I really do not see that point of the extent of 60 pages.

Thursday was a waste of time and really. What i can conclude about the day is that i went to school to eat. Thats all!

8.00am-4.40pm is constituted with Lessons where we are allowed to do our own things, free periods, recesses and 1 single actual lesson which only comprised of 2 pretty entertaining presentations on Greek's Politics and Society.

Today's was alright.

Finally, the traffic lights are able to coincide with the pace I run so its been a pretty continuous run to school.

Secondary School side was probably skewered for poor attendance for Choir Camp.

Group 4 project work. What i got out of it was obviously more knowledge and hands that reek of vinegar and duck eggs.

Run or Swim tommorow?

Hmmm....
Mortar Pestle and Eggshells.

what the dang is wrong with me?

results are apalling.

WHY?!

It had better be a good reason, mister.

2 posts in 2 days!

well, its a pretty weird day!

ran to school with my sister. her pace was awfully slow!

saw a few people that i knew.

home--> breakfast-ed-->cut hair

gramaphone at holland--> Saw another person i knew!

So the gist is i kept seeing people i know!

holland. bought a book.

witnessed a near tussel between a taxi driver and his 5-secs-passenger.

dinner at the grand's.

home.

plan for tommorow:
tok reflections!
maths
run
chinese
sleep by 11!

okay. its been awhile. lets see.

from monday to wednesday, the days were BAD. AWFUL.
i wondered if my oestrogen was acting up . Temper was a BIG problem.
Restless hormones too.

Tuesday was a flop selling Mua Ji. Sticky rice just isn't right.
Wednesday was a little better with Choir but Econs test was a bummer.
Yoga was pain. Really Yoga sensual? Haha.
The Acapella trainer pretty fun too, but Tequila Samba came out a very wrong song. The "sexy" word was seriously OVERUSED!

Oh yes, running to school and back is a pretty nice 9km route. although, I ought to be running a titsy bit longer.

Weekends are here! Ought to polish up the rusty gears of maths, run, swim and hopefully read up graph theory!

oh bother.

today's training was bad.
I was dying. Literally.
When we had to do the striding, my body was pretty cold, my head was light.
Did the flu go into my brain?

It was hard-pressed till the end.
Without the determination to finish training, I would have given up.
Gosh. Whats happening?

Ah well, BOTHER!

friday:
really tired. went for training. practically sleeping and running. slept at night at 11. woke up at 9. longest sleep ever! in a long time that is

saturday:
completed work. rushed to memorise lyrics. train on my own.

CHOIR!

it wasn't a perfect performance but hey, its still not utterly atrocious.
before performing, it was pretty fun. actually, i'm pretty surprised that i wasn't nervous.
probably too small a crowd.

after that, had supper with a few others. mostly year 5's.
awesome that the batch can finally sit down and know one another.
went home and zonked out in bed.

sunday:
woke up late. studied. lunch. studied. ran.

weirdly, i felt happy with the timing. it was pretty slow but i think the endorphins did a little manipulation with my brain.

bah! another hectic week!

What a splendid Monday! Finally, work was not isssued out today! Though there is still IOP. :P

Anyhow, with Ryan reminding me, Ryan happily told Yao that I am a hero. GREAT. The response is quite amusing though.

Last week was stress-filled. Friday night was a celebratory one where I finally get back to old company.Though money leaked, it was worth it.

For this week, I have yet to memorise the words for our Guest Performance. Cross would have to lie low a little while. Oh yes, and

2.4!

To anyone in general although I think this would narrow down to our dear Marists,

Do anyone of you want to attend the 50th Concert at the Esplanade?

Reply fastly to get goody seats! xD