i found a good analogy of it.

its like cancer.
the first time you knew it, you sob hard and grieve
then, the doctor tells you not all hope is lost.
then you start to recover, but in just a wink
you relaspe, yet, effects starts to ebb away again and you recover.
the vicious cycle continues to the point where you have no idea whether to have hope or not.
whether one day, it will end up taking your life.

quite good huh? hahahaha

ouch pain
pain ouch
ouch pain
pain ouch
ouch pain
pain ouch
ouch pain
pain ouch
ouch pain
pain ouch
ouch pain
pain ouch
ouch pain
pain ouch

A Mental Disaster
roaring flames rocketed the farenheit.
thunder, lightning!
cyclones and hurricanes left a trail of destruction.
pain pain PAIN!

hows your headache?

student or elderly?
streaks of greys lined the hair,
and deep, dark rings encircled the sockets.
permanent etch of worry plastered on the matured face,
old...

more caffine, more caffine!

a hacking cough degenerates the weak trachea lining.
wheezing at the slightest exertion of energy.
frail limbs lifts the limp body.

"I must finish before going to the long awaited slumber"

results weren't as bad as i thought?
although, papers were done BADLY
in a way that it puts me in the average
hahaha. i should get pressed down.
thinking too highly of myself at times.

english was just GOSH!
3rd lowest mark in level just isn't sad but humourous.
its an obvious sign of a science student.

ah gees.

i guess the only thing that i feel lousy about is positions.
but i should be grateful in where i stand, and i am.

cheer up!
the sun ain't down yet!

why why why?
its been happy for one day
and its downhill on tuesday

my studies,
teachers have been mopping over exam scripts
going through them.
all it has done was to strike fear and even sorrow
in my educational heart.
maths port. GOSH!
i guess i am not good in maths at all.
ah well.
having to redo isn't at all pleasant.

choir,
its stressful.
people are leaving
there is so many things to settle
and more over, do it WELL
so many things to DO!
to rememeber!
no wonder my temper is getting more and more thin.

jolly what fun!
hahahahhahahaha

boogie-fied!
okay, maybe KBL cleanup wasn't much of a revamp =P
BUT, it is much neater now, MUCH.

funny how i can say that cleaning the room up required blood, sweat and tears.

friday's later half was much better than the earlier.
i guess ceilings are an alternative of clouds.
the amazing short period,
where you wish that time would stop
and last a lifetime.
hohoho.

but then, whats life without complications?

the sunshine was dark at around 12-1 though.
grew brighter, evidently :)
gosh, im starting to become a weatherman

shit
problem is back.
shit shit shit

and i thought it was solved
oh bother!

bah!
my head hurts. I keep sleeping.
gosh, the after effects of absitence from caffine is tormenting.
definitely haven't be productive the last few days.

monday was watching house and flipping through OLD choir pictures.
gosh, how cute our seniors WERE. Haha.

tuesday was much more enjoyable.
morning, was choir spent.
interesting how i spent most of the time pretending to play the songs in the songbank of the keyboard.

the afternoon.
metaphorically,
the sun was up, sunshine was bright and sunny
bask in the brillance of it all.
yeah. loved it.

today was a movie-ing day.
yup, moving. sighs.
fifty first dates. an old one, but pretty.
a walk to remember. touching, very, and sweet, nice.
pretty feministic taste huh?
oestrogen levels are soaring in my plasma. AHHH!
well spent day too, 12-3.

bwahahahaha.
oh exams.
hoho.
english: never good at it, probably never will
chinese: gosh! it was hard. really, this one is sighs..
econs: okay lah..but same thing said in mids, never did well too.
maths: my paper's answer is conc camp material.
chemistry: uh uh, as hard or even harder than mids. which is AHHHHH!
bio: hoho, not that easy subject. okay paper but all the points in? thats the hard part.

all in all,
uh uh.
not a good exam.

i am sad

woke up the morning, tired.
had a phase of emo-cities in school.
booger.
sunshine was bright though.
so sunshine made me happ-ier!
bright bright day till...

i discovered the awesome yes awesome amount of marks i minused.
Firstly, you cant count you with your fingers and thats the first time in a long time,
I know that i minused more than 10 before i got the paper back.
use your toes, also cannot.
use them twice.
thats the amount.
adding on to random mistakes....
my maths has gone down the drain.
has gone.
my good subject.
only good subject.
gone
gone
poooof

meet dumboy jet,
roadsweep with an o level cert.
proud enough to say that i know brooms wear out because of friction.
my muscles are tired because of lactic acid.
my sweat contains chemical NaCl
i can "differentiate" the leaves from the grass.
socialise with the land owners using chinese and english. billingual!
know that i enjoy low tax rates and high transfer payments, benefiting from fiscal policies.
write poems on leaves.

Dew, nice to see you again.
the day springs to a bustle,
yet, all i hear
are the leaves rustle's.


brightside of things huh?
:)

I am a messed up kid.
I am so sick of exams that I cannnot be bothered.
You know? Its scary.
Instead feeling worried, wanting to study, I actually am feeling calm.
Stressed. a little. but not worried.

I cannot even recognise Ammonia being sp3.
I am so useless!
Its good in a sense though.
People will stop thinking that I am smart.
Which is the truth! I am not!

Now, I am just plain. normal. dumb boy.
A simple life lies ahead.
sighs.

exams! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
False hope? Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Conc Camp! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

oh am I so tired today.
So very sorry if it freaked anybody out but yes,
when Im tired, I am generally high.
and the bad thing is anything comes out from my mouth.
there is hardly any filter.
bother!

pretty moment today was when buble went "L is for the way you look at me.."
I had to glance up to see freshly bloomed purple coloured flowers from a tree!
Yup, it sounds pretty wussy but thennnn,
the flowers were pretty period.
moreover, the walk home was breezy :)

oh yes, i just bought digestives!
you like them too don't you? ;)

its so darn doodely dang STRESSFUL!
Goodness.
I am dying under that S word.

Just realised the implications of not doing well.
The expectations, Con camp.
EXPECTATIONS!
Thats the most worrying one.
Arghhhhhh.
I am dying dying dying.
Stress Stress Stress.
I even swore for the first time in months.

gosh!

before i was sick:
hershey's
maple syrup

sick:
milo powder

im dead.
sneeze sneeze. sleep sleep.
all the s's yet the one i need is not happening
STUDY!

what a horrid week!
Aside from the short, long destressing moments,
gosh! the lack of sleep!
BAH!

And moreover, I am sick. Argh! Flu Flu Flu.
Just bought a box of disgusting tasting Strepsils from an overfriendly shopkeeper.

Yesterday was enjoyable!

Hypothesis: There is a negative correlation between exams and your well-being.

gosh! I need sleep.
Badly.
I am running on Caffine as fuel.
It is confirmed that I need lots of sleep to survive.

day begun quite boring.
the usuals.
school ended pretty well though :)
happy happy happy!

work!

today! :)

in the tiniest nutshell:

swimming was TIRING
Vanilla again :)
and a beautiful sunset

Ahhhh!

:) Before studying begins

I finished the Clodhoppers!! My goodness! In 24hours.
Abstinence is just not my oomph.
It was gooooood though!

First day of the term was tiring!
Late night due to IOP.
My breakfast got me high though!
Yummy yummy yummy! :D

The only other pretty moment of the day:

Jazz tunes reverberrated within the ears.
Cool, calm surroundings.
The air scented with vallina!
A baker at work!
or if better, a vanilla :) pod tree around the corner :)))

ARGH!
E-rritaing EXAMS!
I having the BLUES.
I cannot do concentrate
I can't seem to do Maths as I used to.

I am dying dying dying.
Studies.

I am prepared to become a road sweeper.
:'(

Oh yes! though one thing I am amused at recently was the ability to finish a tub of icecream.
One stinking TUB!

Better treasured it now,
I don't think I can earn enough to buy that next time considering my future job aspects.

You all are too nice! Making me feel so guilty... :(
I seriously don't think I am so previliged to get all this attention.
bowzers!

Understanding the difficulty to plan things, I REALLY LOVE YOU GUYS!
The EXCO+Mervyn!
I thought the CPA2 thing was so very good already! And although a lunch could follow after,
who knew I had to spoil everything because I was too embarassed. BLEH!
Painted face, wearing a corny hat just is too much to be shameless. at City Hall.

And the EPIC surprise at Goodwood. GOSH!
Coming to my home would just be too far and complicated but the entire thought of it.
Gees!
You guys are lovely!

And everybody's well wishes:
NCC! MSHS! ACS(I)! NYPSCO!
sweet sweet SWEET people!

i fear my exams.
i really do.

my running has regressed.
alot.
today's long run was tiring,
which should not be the case.

although choir is to take a break
stuff is still on my mind.

thank the talk on sunday.
it put my mind off certain things,
some.

though,
i am keeping a smile!
smiley smiley smiley!
la la la la la.

Oh, and a certain sign of stress
when you start talking to ovens,
konkers is near...

i shall try to stop being an emotional tart on my blog.
thanks everyone for the good words :)

and what defined most of yesterday:

Sing tune of to "Singapore Town"

I took a little trip sitting Bus and Train,
to find the choir's Mrs Elaine Wan,
Through Coller Quay and Raffles Place,
Reached Esplanade ,PHEW, not too late.

To give her flowers
for her many hours,
that she spent in teaching us.
To make her happy
and tell her sincerely,
that she should be *clap *clap *clap, more nasty

When I reached there
She didn't pick up her phone.
I was like "OH S**T S**T S**T S**T S**T"
Yet when I went to the info counter
My phone suddenly ring.

To give her flowers
for her many hours,that she spent in teaching us.
To make her happy
and tell her sincerely,
that she should be *clap *clap *clap, more nasty

Finally, I met her
and she was very happy.
But when she left
I stood and ponder
"Now I am stuck here"

To give her flowers
for her many hours,that she spent in teaching us.
To make her happy a
nd tell her sincerely,
that she should be *clap *clap *clap, more nasty





And that was the quintessance of lame

How frustrating it is.
To be unable to tell anyone anything.
To have nobody close enough to confide.
To keep everything to yourself.

Its really awful.
You know.
Really.

Yes, I'm still not be able to sacrifice.
It will just rip my wounded aortic pumps to bits.

Rooftop
We're here again, but different, always, somehow.
Motes of dust ebbs away, everytime. (I think)
It clings to our shoes. A parasite? A dandelion?
Alas, the tiles will be visible, one day.

I'm here again, but different, always, somehow.

ATTENTION! You have been caught by the Happy Police!
You are now surrounded! Put your cheeks up and surrender your frown!
We are not afraid to use our endorhphins!

You were spotted today,25th August 2008 with a teary eye,
and countless acts on Emo-ing and not smiling.

Our 'Unhappy Detector' is able to penetrate through your pseudo image,
All attempts are to be given up in the name of Happy Law!

I, hereby sentence you to a lifetime of smiling,
laughing at cheap thrills
and intenstive counselling by our familiar neighbourhood counseller.

I am sure she will be delighted to help you.

Court Dimissed!

*boing*boing

The waves roll silently up the beach,
retreating with a melodious hiss.
Subtle blends of sweet and salt,
the concoction of the dewy breeze.

The sand, virgin and supple,
painted only the pictures of our dancing feet.
Those pale crystals snuggled up between our toes
as we embellished the beach.

"Sir, Madam, its raining"
And yes it was.
Yet, our movements unbroken,
spelling our hearts out on the surface.

Neither party could comprehend,
only the doves that encircled overhead knew.
Did they speak of bleak or bliss?
Gay or Grief?

Written on their faces,
a smile.
Ah.
Eternity, now.

Dim hues of warm light from the cafe,
rests on the cobbledstone street,
The air, a touch of moisture, a gust of wind.
Faint scent of a cuppa pervades the air,
and just a tinge of the aroma of a cigar.

Drizzle, only felt, not be seen.

The wooden radio gently comes to life.
May I?

The notes linger in the air.
And only with the our eyes as audiences,
we danced all night.

not usual of me?

I woke up today.

Sick and tired of life.

certainly not a NEW phrase in many mouths:
I think I'm messing up my life.

Geez.
My studies have taken a dip.
I cannot do Maths like I used to.
Biology is not at the snap of fingers.
Chemistry is too.
Econs is foreign.
English is GOSH!
Chinese, I just lost the impetus.

Its practically impossible to balance a social and working life.
Seriously.

On the other hand,
Choir has been stressful in ways.
But then, getting the many helping hands just makes me feel so much better.

And,
having the moments where I just tear myself away from school (which is practically my life)
is all so wonderful.blissful.
Stepping away from that busy, hectic world in just a few minutes.
Who wouldn't want that?

Gosh! I think I'm going to mess up the selection test for the research attachment.
My preparation plan was "Just Whack"
I don't think its effective.
Hmm...

Well, it was a great day.
Saturday begin with running at Mount Faber with Cross.
I've got to say its pretty fun going back.
However, its again, tiring. =P

Rained so we rushed back to school much earlier.
Time alone for quite a long time.
Its pretty nice wandering around school on your own, taking your own time doing things.

Enjoyable moments filled the rest of the afternoon.
But, Im afraid its all coming back again.
Not the bad, crappy parts but the good ones.
The happy ones. The smiley ones.
Its less complicated if I keep it as the way it was.
Just don't come crashing down again.
I do not want to let go...

The night was spent in a fail-ed Comm outing.
Small group but ah wells, it had its fun bits!
Though I figured, the comm is breathing Choir at nearly every moment.

Sheesh.

okay.
I am really lost.

fishsticks!

on top of that,
I have to worry about the ccas.
today was apparently quite well.
Came to school and figured oral was postponed!
Scored pretty well for a test i didn't prepare xD
Secured a Gold for NAPFA!!

Then came the afternoon,
Bad news?

wow. 3 days choir filled. SERIOUSLY
Friday. Saturday. Sunday

Friday was really fun fun fun!
Ran to school. Gosh, the latic build up was terrible. As in, it couldn't clear as fast as it used too. Grr.
National Day celebration was great! Time spent with choir was like another reminence of FOA preparations STRESS-LESS. We went up there just to have fun with the crowd :)
In that period of rehersal, it was so much relax and just pure joy.
Pretty serious now, considering the role i have to play but still, I had my fun.

Officially, it has to be the most number of times I looked at the camera lens on 8 August 2008.
Pretty surprised with myself too.xD
After the performance, Y5 post FOA thingy was not bad!
I mean, I didn't have in mind the entire party ra ra thing but a time together was essential and just satisfying enough :)
Left halfway for the interviews at MOE.
I have to admit that I'm pretty weary about my ability to qualify! It was such a short interview! Considering the MOE Pre-U one, it was certainly a short one.
The interviewers, as usual, were nice..

Went back to school.
Met a bunch of kukoos holding MOPS while taking pictures.
Where the kukoos turned out to be the dear y5's who still stayed on.
Hahaha. It was really funny though. The whole idea of them being retards. O_O

Quickly pushed on to talking about Choir.
Stayed and moved to KBL to talk about more prevalent things.
And the Cutey Year 1's, Hadi and Edwin stayed back to clean the KBL!
Those two! We owe them BIG time!

Today was Choir meet again.
Essential since more of the Comm came.
Lunched first and then, supermarketed and met.

Pretty alright meeting but what others said was that is was not fruitful.
I thought it was though xD
Anyhow, tommorow is another meet up but faster one.

Well, many things are being decided for tommorow.
I have to then finish my work, swim, and yah, that.

I wished there were like 24 digits on a analouge watch.
Days will be doubled. having, 730 days in a year!

Whoopee!

i recovered. :)
I guess its after the thinking, dreary feeling for 3 days, i just couldn't take it!
Though, i wake up in the mornings feeling lousy, it gradually becomes better
and acceptance kicks in through the day.
Well, i really got to thank the people that were concerned, really wow. thank you.
and especially choir. I guess a major turning point was when i entered the KBL and saw everybody. A sense of belonging and fun!

Also, I really am sorry for jeopardizing the other party. Didn't expect that the other side had other pressing problems too. How selfish, jet!

Well, now, i really need to get back on work. It really feels so much better with mind mostly on work now.
Oh, and as it may be informed from the lovely crowd of the tagboard, most people probably know the news. Well, I work it my way and see how it goes :)

And i really really love the structure of it. The people presently in the Comm are wonderful.

I suddenly feel really thankful for my life presently.
I back to being smiley.
I got my friends.
I got Choir.

Yet, I NEED results.
FOCUS!

today. was proabably my quietest day in ACS
much of the blast came today. it was pretty painful when you think of both parties together.
till PE, where i amazingly fell asleep in the MPH, i felt much better.
apparently exercise works so it should be a morning run to school tommorow.

i do not doubt that the pain is still there.

on the lighter note though, the class was concerned about the silence.
thank you

we'll see how long i can keep suppressing myself.
i'd be proud of it if i could do so.

before i get to school and be flung into a whirlwind of emotions.
i just have to say this.
slept pretty early last night. Simply lost it.

...

Its sooo secret agent falls for subject.

The Scene
"Please get __ back, ___ probably our only hope"
"Yes. I'll go"

It started out as a mission.
Then, it became disastrous.

I've only got myself to blame.
I read it wrongly and,
Its certainly so selfish if I were to drag people down.

I am not regretting anything.
But, if I had known sooner.
and if I had not been that ignorant.

However, when ignorance was in,
it was the best time ever

Its ironic that its time to avoid the person that cheers you up.

So well, i just hope to get back onto my feet.

So finally,

Thank you for the times of
The Purple Dinosaur,
My Spongy Yellow Friend,
The Hundred Acre Woods Family.

:')

Choir. Never had I expect. Really. I dont know how to express my utter jubilation during the course of all the events.
I did feel this joyous feeling whenever I step into Choir but Thursday and especially Friday, was the most enjoyable period of the entire FOA rehersal period and possibly my happiest period yet in ACS(I) Choir.

Starting on Thursday:
Anticipated the ending of school at yet another early time, 11am.
Met the others and lunch-ed with cheeky Secondary One's at their Charity Cafe.
Submitted to spending 50 cents to a bag of what-seemed-to-be Banana Flavoured Popcorn
No, I didn't finish it myself or else my throat would have died.

Pretty good rehersals with Ms Lim. Sounded well and warmed up. Ended with a tee-wee bit of dancing in the KBL.
Mini-outing with the Choir Dancers! Doug, Jeremiah, Hui Fang and myself head down to Holland Village. Bought hats, Confetti Guns, Balloons, Hairsprays, Beachballs. Plodded down to Coffee Club for dinner.
Geared up for the night!

Morning of FOA! Reached CPA 1 and back to that familiar crowd.
Morning spent rehersing, yet again. Though I was allowed to sit and watch the 1st half. Pretty entertaining!
Afternoon was probably the most fun, smile-filled,laughter-filled, relaxed period of FOA. After lunching, headed back to paint the hats! It was sooo fun! Not only painting the hats but the complete randomness in between.
Lets see, attempts to paint one another, eating gummies! Jeremiah's crazy laughter, Working pretty hard on the hat, making the clearing up of confetti a game.

Its pretty pathetic on my side that I required so much help! I needed help eating the gummies, painting the hat, popping the gun. Oh gosh, what I wimp I am!
Proudly donned the hat and dined! Walked back to change. Pretty fast, warmed up, holding room and out. And then, waited to enter and perform. Noticed that AGAIN I was with the wrong crowd but I just couldn't be bothered!
Spectacular performance. As we sang each song, I really couldn't believe that all that practices in the last few months is just passing away as we hit each note and carry on to the next few songs. You know, if you thought back then, you just didn't want to sing so time need not past..

Second half!
Changed. Revised steps. 6 of us got high infront of a glass panal while revising steps. Soon, it was running down the steps and dancing. Then Tequila-ed, Albert's Perfect Solo, All for One. BAM!

Thanked Mrs Lenie Cho. Rushed out to sing Lord Bless. First time was an Epic failure. Third time was the best. Returned to KBL and photo graphed. What fun we had!
The Congo? Line. Darling Superstar. Taupoks. Hairsprays.
Swensons.
Home.
Slept.
Dreamt.
Woke up.

"Oh bother. FOA is over!"

And to add on..Photos!

ahh! this week has been, tiring. absolutely!
choir is taxing, adding on to IAs that have to be completed, amounting stress of lessons missed!
well, on the fun side, for around 7-8 hours a day, i get to be around the people i really like :)

dancing has never been so very tiring in a sense of keeping the "warped" mindset up!
i really do hope the choir can look so much happier, lively during the performance. i really do..
rehersals today were a tad bad, but well, i guess, its changable.

and on the side of emotions. haha. dont really have the time for it do i?
it still pains and aches a little but ah well, shouldn't let it affect my mood, should i?
ah, we will see how it goes. its just so hard to even LOOK.

here we go!

it hurts.

at least, its out.
Thank you.

I am putting up with quite a bit of stress. This period is really really demanding.

Amazingly, I am still smiley smiley.

Although having some weird mood swings here and there, I think I'm still fine.
Lack of sleep has resulted a little jumpy-ness in my character, a little higher than usual.

So, thats quite a bothersome since it only adds on to the fatigue.

Hee
Hee

Work.

certainly am feeling better now.
thank you to the few people that made what was left of my week brighter!

friday was quite enjoyable.
Besides having the traffic lights to coincide with the pace at which i ran,
choir in the afternoon was really enjoyable.
ALTHOUGH, i cant really learn my part well, but it was still fun.

saturday was quite cool too!
woke at 6.30 to run to school, AGAIN!
had the kbl to myself, and looked through the extensive library of scores.
slowly people came in.
practice was well and fun.
staying back after that wasn't as fun as last week but still, its cosy to be in familiar company :)

what i regret now is sleeping late.
Thursday's late night dragged on to friday and friday's late night accumulated to today.

Oh yes, i fell into a drain today. how bothersome!
and my first reaction? LAUGH! how stupid xD

I hope research at Lee Kong Chian tommorow will be fruitful
if not, I will get skewered by my superivisor on monday.

Oh gosh, i just got news that i have to stay late for choir on tuesday.
wonderful.
wonderful.
wonderful.

my work is going die...

:)
To tell the truth, for this week, my smile has been a fake facade.

Feeling awfully down this week.

My expression makes me happy! momentarily,

why so glum?

:(

okay. exams weren't THAT bad.
Relative to the class its quite good actually. But relative to level. Hoho.

Choir has been fun. As always. Friday started with having a mini Choir gathering to just talk about stuff. Saturday started interestingly with breakfast!
It was a Buaya case but in any case, I didn't want to be one! Amazingly, we weren't late even though we took a tee-wee bit long in munching our hotcakes.

After Choir was GREAT! Haha. It is ALWAYS the times where fun starts when theres slacking on the agenda and you're with friends.
The Y5's that stayed back for the interviews sang and sang and sang!
What utter joy!

Today, hurrr. Getting out of school was a herculean task.

The ceremony was not really good. I suppose they cut down on the formalities for certain reasons but still, I thought some effort should have been made.

Anyway, why stay on past glories? I didn't feel like going in the first place. =P

Im lost at how I should feel now.

Okay. Besides being all paranoid about exams, but the race.
Didn't expect myself to do exceedingly well but didn't expect myself to get last.
The water jump was a real stopper for me!
You know the technique to leap across it but when you're standing on the steeple,
I just jumped with two legs into the water!

Gosh! What an experience! I comfort myself for being able to finish the race even if it
was my very first time doing such a distance and doing the water jump.
Though slow, but AH WELL!

School was pretty much useless for me =P
You see, I get distracted when thinking about the race. And somehow, I felt sleepy.
So with the blend of the snooze bug, HOW DO I CONCENTRATE!
Luckily Econs was off, if not, that would be another lesson gone to waste.

Okay. Tommorow is Armagaddon.
I hope my Chem MCQ gets higher than the disgusting timing I ran.

I dont want to study anymore!

:(

Oh Dear!
Before the week starts, and before the grief comes, lets blog for one last time!

Saturday was a MAJOR slack-off day! In a nutshell,
Training, Lunch, Econs IA ( a little ), Kung Fu Panda, Econs IA ( a little ), Sleep, Dinner, Kung Fu Panda, Econs IA ( a little ), Goodnight!

And its all thanks to the flabby black and white thing, that my productivity level DROPPED.

Sunday was less slack considering that I finished my IA, although it looks weak and bad, I still finished it. BUT STILL...

Breakfast, IA-ed, Lunch, Econs, Dinner with friends, "Evening with Friends", Supper, SLEEP!

Well, met up with Choir to dine and watch ACJC. What I conclude is, they are REALLY good. BUT a little showoff dont you think? Nearly every song was a foreign language, and really resonance-cy, musically thingy.

It just didn't have the jive. :( But on the other hand, they are chorally AWESOME.

Anyhow, a night out with the crowd is made me happy already.

Ah the rain stopped.
Don't you love it?

Pretty random here but I like rains on Sunday mornings, propping myself against the window with a hot cuppa and just watch the pitter patter...

...

Too bad, I'm too Busy..I wonder why,,,,,

hey yo!
Hmm. This week has been quite a positive week for me. Considering that I did not check my Chem MCQ and left my worries for my exams for next week. And also, talking and talking and talking and more talking. And looking forward for the weekends!

(Though, I did fill up a pool so that i can drown in my sorrow.)

Steeple is physically demanding. Really. Very. Very. I'm pretty afraid of Thursday.

Oh yes, apple crumble was good. Though I only got an external critique who was probably too politle to correct anything. xD. Ah well, I thought it was good though, except the fact that I missed out the sugar on the top which was only added later, and the base had far too little cornflakes so the scarce amount had the texture of the stalk of an apple.

Choir was, again, a stress-reliever. The Choreo for All for One is good in a sense that its simple? Desh didn't turned out as bad as i thought. It sounds pretty nice. And then, the Choreo got SOO into me that I started doing it in every setting! Haha. Home, Classroom, Corridors. AHHHH!

Oh yes! And time after choir is the best! The KBL turned into "The Dancefloor". Doing wacky, retarded dance moves and also doing the choreo OVER and OVER and OVER again, for I dont know why! Gosh, luckily there were only a few people there to laugh at our kuku-ness! xD

Its a pity that we ended late though, and Y5's had to go...but on the bright end, nobody from my level saw me being an absolute RETARD. along with douglas, hadi and mervyn.

Plans till next Friday:
Sat: Train
Sun: ACJC Concert
Mon: Mental preparation for Exam results
Tues: Drown in sorrow
Weds: Drown in sorrow
Thurs: Drown in sorrow and steeple
Fri: Drown in absolute sorrrow.

i look like a chicken's backside.

I hate the barber.

i hate the barber

i really hate him.

detest him.

grr.

gr.

Boohoo!

exams, were pretty bad on my side :(
they were just bad. I dont know is it due to the lack of studying, although i felt that i did quite a bit of work, but hey, i felt i couldn't apply it.

Gosh, whats the use of going back to maris stella to get academic prizes?

Ah. Now, theres about a week for me to train for steeplechase. And choir is starting soon. Plus Tok essay, Maths port, econs IA 2 and most importantly, IOP!!!

Gosh, im Uber tired now.
Plans for the day:
Sleep> Cut hair> Run>BAKE!!!!

Who wants a slice of the old apple crumble! I do!

okay. Maybe I'm really bad at running. xD
Hurdling makes you knees hurt.
And if you do it wrongly, you get owned by the coach.
And guess what, only I get owned. WHAT!? Hahaha.
So its a Bad knee + Scolding, What a payoff.
Anyway, I will step on the steeple and not hurdle.
Im going for experience anyway!

On the studying side. TOK is great in a way that it gives me a break.
Its bad in a way that it gives you mental constipation.

Kant, Hume, Socrates, Plato, Aristotle are certainly not dietary fibres to the brain!

Exams. Gosh. How?

just to conform to renxian's request and take a break from bio!

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? Be really sad!

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be? Utopia :)

#3 What will your dream wedding be like? You see, that will depend on my bride! Ask her what she wants?

#4 Will you rather have a loving girl/boyfriend and littlefriends, or no girl/guy to love you yet? Not. YET!

#5 What if one day you realized that the person you love turns out to be different from whom you think he/she is?
I'd fall in love with that person all over again. HAHA!

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
The latter!

#7 Which do you prefer, fries or potato chips? Chips!

#8 Longest relationship? Invalid. GEHHH!

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Exams and getting distracted in MANY ways.

#10 What do you want most in life? To not regret!

#11 Do you like being tagged? At least it gives me a break!

#12 How do you see yourself in ten years’ time? I really hope I'll be fine

#13 Who is currently the most important person to you? My DAD!

#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
One of the nicest person I ever seen. Really.

#15 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor? Married and ...

#16 What’s the first thing you do every morning? Ponder in Bed

#17 Would you give all in a relationship?Why not

#18 How’s life now? Stress-ful but Fun in other aspects. But still, Stress. xD

#19 What type of friends do you like? Fisherman! Hmm. Empathatic!

#20 How many questions have you changed? Didn't

WOW + Choir Camp + Track and Field Season = Fail Common Test

Ah well. You see. As I said to some people before. This is pretty much the second last year of our dear youth days. Soon, it will be Army then Uni ( if i can qualify =P). then Work.

Sad ain't it.

So shouldn't we do all these activities before we lose our opportunity to do so?

As on WOW, it was all great fun but theres too much to blog about.
It was great.
THE END

For Choir Camp, it was awesome in all its ways.
Got to talk, know more about the people I already know.
Knew more of the Y5's as in, not only by name and face,
At least now we know a rough direction to move towards.
:)

I have to do work now :(
AND SLEEP.
Although i slept longer then some people but its a total of 8 hours in 2 days.
So imagine how long the others slept.
RETARDS!

Have Fun People!

last day. finally.
another slack slack slack day but i wanted in slack anyway.
Econs was again, really knowledgable.

Through the video screened, i figured that north korea is pretty sick.
and probably the leader is a bit too much of a narcissicist.( if that is the spelling)

The Speaker Award Compeition was pretty boring BUT the cross talk was good if i had listened.

Choir was fun in a sense that I just went there and bum around.

On the other hand, I think I screwed/dead/done for for common tests.
You see, having training on Tues, Thurs and Sat in BOTH afternoon and morning isn't exactly productive for studying.

GOSH! HELP ME!

Luckily choir took a break.

sleepy week!

I blame the usage of the beloved messenger service that deprived my lack of sleep!
Although the chatting was fun but I ought to exercise self-control.

Maths Portfolio has been a bother. The class is quite freaked out by it.
Blame the "kiasu" spirit but everyone seems to be over-killing the poor maths portfolio!
I really do not see that point of the extent of 60 pages.

Thursday was a waste of time and really. What i can conclude about the day is that i went to school to eat. Thats all!

8.00am-4.40pm is constituted with Lessons where we are allowed to do our own things, free periods, recesses and 1 single actual lesson which only comprised of 2 pretty entertaining presentations on Greek's Politics and Society.

Today's was alright.

Finally, the traffic lights are able to coincide with the pace I run so its been a pretty continuous run to school.

Secondary School side was probably skewered for poor attendance for Choir Camp.

Group 4 project work. What i got out of it was obviously more knowledge and hands that reek of vinegar and duck eggs.

Run or Swim tommorow?

Hmmm....
Mortar Pestle and Eggshells.

what the dang is wrong with me?

results are apalling.

WHY?!

It had better be a good reason, mister.

2 posts in 2 days!

well, its a pretty weird day!

ran to school with my sister. her pace was awfully slow!

saw a few people that i knew.

home--> breakfast-ed-->cut hair

gramaphone at holland--> Saw another person i knew!

So the gist is i kept seeing people i know!

holland. bought a book.

witnessed a near tussel between a taxi driver and his 5-secs-passenger.

dinner at the grand's.

home.

plan for tommorow:
tok reflections!
maths
run
chinese
sleep by 11!

okay. its been awhile. lets see.

from monday to wednesday, the days were BAD. AWFUL.
i wondered if my oestrogen was acting up . Temper was a BIG problem.
Restless hormones too.

Tuesday was a flop selling Mua Ji. Sticky rice just isn't right.
Wednesday was a little better with Choir but Econs test was a bummer.
Yoga was pain. Really Yoga sensual? Haha.
The Acapella trainer pretty fun too, but Tequila Samba came out a very wrong song. The "sexy" word was seriously OVERUSED!

Oh yes, running to school and back is a pretty nice 9km route. although, I ought to be running a titsy bit longer.

Weekends are here! Ought to polish up the rusty gears of maths, run, swim and hopefully read up graph theory!

oh bother.

today's training was bad.
I was dying. Literally.
When we had to do the striding, my body was pretty cold, my head was light.
Did the flu go into my brain?

It was hard-pressed till the end.
Without the determination to finish training, I would have given up.
Gosh. Whats happening?

Ah well, BOTHER!

friday:
really tired. went for training. practically sleeping and running. slept at night at 11. woke up at 9. longest sleep ever! in a long time that is

saturday:
completed work. rushed to memorise lyrics. train on my own.

CHOIR!

it wasn't a perfect performance but hey, its still not utterly atrocious.
before performing, it was pretty fun. actually, i'm pretty surprised that i wasn't nervous.
probably too small a crowd.

after that, had supper with a few others. mostly year 5's.
awesome that the batch can finally sit down and know one another.
went home and zonked out in bed.

sunday:
woke up late. studied. lunch. studied. ran.

weirdly, i felt happy with the timing. it was pretty slow but i think the endorphins did a little manipulation with my brain.

bah! another hectic week!

What a splendid Monday! Finally, work was not isssued out today! Though there is still IOP. :P

Anyhow, with Ryan reminding me, Ryan happily told Yao that I am a hero. GREAT. The response is quite amusing though.

Last week was stress-filled. Friday night was a celebratory one where I finally get back to old company.Though money leaked, it was worth it.

For this week, I have yet to memorise the words for our Guest Performance. Cross would have to lie low a little while. Oh yes, and

2.4!

To anyone in general although I think this would narrow down to our dear Marists,

Do anyone of you want to attend the 50th Concert at the Esplanade?

Reply fastly to get goody seats! xD

WOW. Its been quite a bad week. Mostly my temper was bad due to the lack of sleep.

Pretty much a relief that I didn't show it in school or dissipate it on anyone. Oh yes, and probably Weds tub of ice-cream did a little to the tweek to a more positive mood..

Bad bad mood. Really. At least I got a few people to keep me laughing. Running's endorphins probably helped too.

And guess whats with the muddy mood? Its the lack of SLEEP!

bother oh bother its the start of the school term again!

hmm. The Wings run was quite a flop for me. Well, I just couldn't step up the pace. Grrr.

Cross country took up 5 of my 9 days during the holidays. Wonderful eh?

Homework isn't much of a problem. But now, I remembered that its time to prepare for whats coming in term two. Gosh!

Choir has interesting so far. French pronunciation for Nicolette is awfully wacky. Oh yes, and Choir started with runs around the level. Its pretty fun! Hope this improve the fitness of everyone!

And yes, I broke a vow. I have yet to make anything! No time for Panna Cotta or a simple apple crumble.

:(

the start of the holidays.

Well, i am pretty sure that i got lucky with the term 1's tests. Really.
Aside from that, I've got to start training hard! My running has been unusually slow...Gosh!

Finally, i got to squeeze out time to bake at least once. or at least a Panna Cotta.

bother.

its busy busy busy everyday.

cannot possibly go down to the nitty gritty stuff but on a whole:

cross country has been quite bad. im far too slow.

choir has been better. the situation where i 'sit down and stone' has been reduced.

school periods are not bad either. great class. but even so, its pretty stressful studying with a whole lot of people with sky high intellectual ability.

canteen food is great. the malay stall has been seeing much of aw sze jet and also the dessert stall.

to end: i ought to improve my fitness.

Visiting was interesting this year. Actually talked quite a bit to a cousin whom I HARDLY talked to in my life. Seems like ACS gels everything together..

Then its, pineapple tarts, peanut cookies, almond cookies, oatmeal and raisin cookies, cornflake cookies, some weird cookies, SWEET preserve fruits, egg cake,caesar salad, banana split, chcolate mousse, grandma's delicacies, maid's delicacies, swordfish collar, beef prosperity burger( yes! I ate Macs! :O)

the bottomline of the new year. I ate alot!

Results from O's tells me that working hard pays off. I really am glad that I was blessed with the results.

In the hall when I saw my name, all I can say is that my intestines gave a painful lurch.. Anyhow, I REALLY love the class for giving me the support when they shouted my name. I mean, everybody should get to experience that too. People shouting your name is...really touching.

Classmates did well while some others didn't do too good. I know you would think its so easy for me to say this but to those that didn't do so well, don't be discouraged. There is a reason for that which will lead you to a place where you defintiely will exel in.

If you worked your best but didn't meet your expectations, don't be too depressed. Yes, it may take a while for you to get over it but quickly recover and try again. And as somebody told me before, results are only tangible, it is the process that means something.

Quote from "That's Life" sang by Frank Sinatra and recently, Micheal Buble. "Each time I find myself laying flat on my face,I just pick myself up and get back in the race"

Oh crap, this post is sooo corny

busy busy busy.

This week was the first week of lessons but it seems that we had them for ages already! Teachers are pleasant but some are just a pain. Although, i think all of them are good. I THINK!

Attended Choir for the first time. My background of music has to be re-defined man. Anyhow, it was good to go back to music.

Cross is tiring. I dont really push myself though. Just dont have any urge. Should I start pushing?

Got to stop. Theres training tommorow and no late nights are allowed.

Phooey!

Well, what can i say? ACS(I) is a nice, friendly and what-i-expected community!

Felt somewhat welcomed. My OG is great but most probably, we're seperating due to Sub Combis which is quite a pity. Which means, new people have to be met. I like my present OG though.

We have very funny arse guys in the OG which livin's up the spirit. Girls are a friendly bunch too, but a dip for them is the ratio of guys to girls in the class. :(

Oh yes, I joined the first cross training. They are uber nice people! And my name is in for Choir Audis and Science Research Challange. So looks like its geek and gay for me.

whopee dee! 2008 is here. Somehow, i dread it. I got this really awful feeling about O levels.

All the questions just keeps flashing in my head.

Anyhow, SOD IT!

Looking back at '07. It has been not a bad year indeed.

From disliking my class during Januarary to actually missing it in December.

The urge to embrace JC with open arms in Janurary and now, actually dropping that idea.

Seen alot in 07. Done alot in 07.

07 is and was a major year in my life so far.

Kinda mushy?

Ms Bhutto is gone. Pakistan is in a mess. Gosh. The country is thrown into a EXTREMELY unstable economic, political...

And all we cared is that if there is a fly in our soup..

Ah well. Finished Sophie's World. FINALLY. Quite a weak ending. I suppose it is really hard to end for many books. Harry Potter, Life of Pi, Sophie's World, all had not-very-nice endings. Not that i can do better but I would have expected more from these amazing authors.

Watched I Am Legend yesterday. Hmm. Quite a action-pack film. But the film makers tried to make the audience tear by using the usual "cute child" and "lost a friend" ideas. Good film but could be better. And according to Zhan Hui and Glen, Will Smith shown exercising in films is just to 'gei kiang'. Hahaha.

Thats all for now!

oh HO! I know i haven't blogged for suchh a LONGGG time. Just didn't have the blogging mood.HAHAHAHAHA.

So, today started off bad with a headache when i woke up and run.Continued throughout the day until i took a long nap in the afternoon. This means that i was in my PMS mood in the morning and afternoon.

Both lunch and dinner was with dad's friends. Nothing interesting..

Well, other stuff that happened during the non-blogging period:

Ate ice-cream at island creamery for the first time. Hahaha. Very Berry is not bad. But again, i would give that up for the mudpie. And if you were wondering the CHESTNUTS. Me and My sis saw the RJ person who solo-ed a small part at the esplanade concert. So his solo was " Chestnuts roasting on an open fire.." And well, my sister dared me to go foward to him(in island) and say " Nice Chestnuts!". Erhum, i didn't do it. Obviously, if you think about it...

Next event thingy, erm. NYPSCO Org Comm Dinner. Quite a funny affair. Not alot came cos of last minute stuff. Anyhow, it was still fun. Food was good. John Tucker Must Die is also quite entertaining. Typical Bimbotic show for the event!

Other small stuff would be like going out with Sister to watch National Treasure. Catching up with Dwi. Cooking dinner on Sunday! Beautiful..

Starters: French Onion Soup
Main Course: Pasta with Mushroom Cream Sauce
Side: Teryaki Chicken ( Supposedly)
Dessert: Panna Cotta topped with a slice of straberry and chocolate truffle sauce. YUM!


Ah well. Tommorow would be TRYING to finish Sophie's World. Swimming. Baking Bread Pudding with Vallina Sauce. and...dinner with Dad's friends again.

Merry Christmas 2007!

Right. Im blogging for yesterday. xD

Well well. Swam in the morning till a bunch of kids and some caucasians came.

Then, went to a shopping mall. Met up with Gerard and Zhan Hui at coffeebean where me and Ah hui sat for an hour? Him reading Deathly Hallows and me, Sophie's World.=P.

Gerard went and do some errands. HEH. Then, met up again and then, walked around there. Page One was quite a bother as most of their books are wrapped. Dinner ended at some restaurant where they had this All-you-can-eat salad bar if you paid $11.30.

So guess who ate it? Hahaha. Not bad lah. They had fruits too.

Home by MRT it was!

Friday: Hmm. What did i do..Skip.

Saturday: Bought stuff to make Xmas cards. Stayed home to make them. Sister friends came over at 11pm. Rushed to bake bread pudding at around 10. Hmm. Rushed job but i think i did rather well.

Sunday: Swam in the morning along with Sis. Lazed around the pool..Darn nice okay. Its the first time in a long time where after swimming laps, i just talked to my sister about crap. The Sun, the water. Wow!

Then, went out to Phoon Huat! That place is AMAZING! Walked around a while but I did not get anything. We did pass another baking store which sold only utensils. Everything in there looked relatively clean BUT expensive.

After which, we took the bus to Wheelock where we had lunch at around 4? hahahaha. Cedele is quite an ex place budden the bill was on my parents so..we get to eat! Their grilled vegetable riscotti was veryvery DELICIOUS! Grilled brinjal, onion, pumpkin side with lettuce and the purple lettuce thingy drizzled with olive oil. The riscotti was good partially cos the it was literally covered with tomato sauce.

Went to borders to look at books to buy. Although the books bought on Monday was nothing i wanted to buy on Sunday. Made our way to Esplanade to watch Raffles Choir. Met up with Sister's 2 other friends. Ate at Lau Pat Sat. Their stingray wasn't very good though.

Was bloated but still settled for supper at KAP. Talked a whole lot with them. They seem very very very nice. Although, i hear they are the nicer bunch of ACSI so apparently, not all Acsians are like them. Pity huh. Macflurry ain't that nice no more.

Reached home at 12. Read Sophie's World and fell asleep.

Monday: Went to Borders. Got "The Elephant Vanishes" and the Nobel Lit Prize book and a James Brown CD. Deciced that i spent enough today and anyway, was really tired, so i went home instead of the intended plan to buy down Phoon Huat.xD.

Today was running day but it rained. :(. The whole schedule for running is messed up! Have to run tommorow morning.

I hate running in the morning.

And Oreo Cheesecake coming up tommorow!

Thurs should be strawberry tart. and if get more adventerous, Panna Cotta coated with dark chocolate ganche. Mmmm!!

today was the usual boring day.

Finished My Sister's Keeper. Amazing ending. I would think if i changed my position when i read the book i would have teared. Sitting with you legs up on the table isn't much of an emotional position is it?

Well, what was new today was runnning at around 3 plus cos the rain stopped and the weather was already good. Didn't want to take the chance.

It has been all fun helping Gerard. He is very very very funny.

Anyhow, Day 1 of Camp:

I remembered getting pissed that day and decided to come late. Well, a few minutes late but nothing much. Sat and briefed the facilitators about the camp but i know something else was running through my mind. Wasn't in camp mode yet!

Games were okay. Clement came and he sure helped a whole lot. His absolutely fluent in crowd control. Anyway, there was this certain boy called Andre. Well, shouldn't say anything about him but on Day 1, oh yes he was obssessed with Zhi Kan.

Brought them to the Giant Steps to realise that i yet to do my Trivia. Did a messed up one in the Dance Room. It was like when 1 facilitators walks in I would ask whats your fav food? greatest fear etc. Then they will give me this warped look like 'HUH?!'.

Anyhow, finished it just before Relays ended. Couldn't really remember lunch. What followed was the Trivia and then sectionals where we just kicked back and relaxed cos it rained and someone couldn't bring something and then blahblah. Joined Jessica and Limqing in their practice in the Hall. The 02's were there at first and we played monkey with this beach ball till Hwa Jie burst it and i kept laughing. The 02's then went to dance room to watch movies on my Laptop.

Stayed with Jessica and Limqing while they practiced. Its just fun looking at them shredding the erhu. Yanyu came along. Finally! Then it was more of laughter after that. Plodded back to danceroom after sectionals and settled bathing. Had a good time telling people not to run in a animated manner.

Dinner. Then Talent Time. Gave instructions and then took a back seat and relaxed. The bunch of campers are really enthusiastic this year. Hmm. If im not wrong reflections followed and we had a meeting.

Meeting over. Bathed in the erhum bathroom cos ours had a cockroach fest. EEW. Really disgusting lah. Watched 'Secrets' halfway which turned out to be not a bad show! But was too tired and just knocked off.



Will not be linking anyone yet. Sorry for disappointment.

okay, i think i should do my part on blogging about the camp right? just for entertainment purposes. BUT first today was GLUTTON DAY!

Enchanted was in the morning which was obviously followed with the yellow, sweet snack. I ate ALOT. And Enchanted was simply simply fantabulous.

THEN, we walked and walked and walked then decided to go to NYDC at Heeren. Three amigos it was for me! Its just this baked rice order which has ALOT of meat in it. Oooh.

Then we went to Botanics and walked from one end to the other. It rained in between and we got soaked lah. Killed time at Island Creamery and that was the first time Jian Hong didn't like an icec-ream.

Talked about weird stuff. Rain power decreased then made our way to Holland Village which was an OBVIOUS disappointment to our Orchard Road friends. HAIYO. Ended up in the wrong Crystal Jade Restaurant. La mian was okay lah. Noodles isn't really me.

Starbucks followed after. Then, went home by bus where i danced as i walked home. I blame the Zen Micro.

Oh kay. Lets follow Lim Qing's style.

Pre-Camp:
Lets see what i can remember lah. I know I woke up with a really bad mood which lasted through the day. Reach school a little early. Fast foward lah. The Icebreakers were okay lah. Joined a little but still, quite fed up. Then, it was the meeting which ate into my lunch. Rushed to Macritche to meet my teacher and Owen. Carried fertilizers and pots to school. Ate at Mos at Junction 8. Home it was.

Sorry man. Precamp ain't that juicy. Okay. Maybe a little more.

I know i joined, Xin Tian's? which i was absolutely positively HORRIBLE in the game of concentration and ended up doing the chicken dance. Then ran a little here and there to play Whacko. It was funny. And i remember falling on my butt once.

Day 1..details tommorow..

Oh yes. Strawberry tarts on Sunday! First time i tried it so it was not bad lah.

The crust was kinda thick, the custard a little bit too watery and but the glaze was perfect.

Crust was just because beacause. The first time mah. So still dunno the thickness.

Then, the custard also. The recipe put heat till boil which was crap and then, the mixture of yolks, sugar and vallina extract soon solidify. Saved it by removing it from heat and adding milk. Could have been better though.

Glaze was nice..execept that it was the first time i seen the effect of cornstarch.

Anyway, what made the 6 tarts beautiful were the deco.

Back from camp! It was quite an exhasting one. 4 hours of sleep per day isn't exactly the usual holiday sleeping hours and sleeping at 12am during camp days is a crime. Didn't get pictures with my camera cos i couldn't be bothered taking it out.=P

Then children were really fun! Too much to speak about but they were really awesome. Having fun with the facilitators was not bad la. Didn't do much of that cos i was mostly running about but finally on the third night, had a really funny drinking game with them. Everybody was bloated with water and when the game ended, rushing to the toilet and the things we say during the game was damn hilarious. Truth or dare was also quite fun although we omitted the truth part on 'relationship'. The worst dare i would think was making Lim yang drink the bottom of the milo tumbler which was powdery+chilli from the chicken rice+chicken rice+chicken skin. It smelled sweet and sour and chicken-y at the same time.

Cannot believe that i had been anticipating this for year and it just ends like that. Sad? Nope but i feel a little funny cos it just passes so quickly.

Ah well, from now, it would be more reading and reading and reading and excercising. I definitely got fat during the camp.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/46694291@N00/

Thats the link I think. Won't talk much. Gotta wake at 6 tommorow unlike you all lazy bums!

More photos are with me. Husband and her other 'not that nice' photos are not posted to have a little privacy. Sorry

All in all, today was the fullest best day throughout the holidays and probably the year too.

well, today is not a bad week is it?

Time well spent on reading. Mark Haddon's second book is quite good buT i think it is quite unsuitable for my age. Sexual references aplenty.

Fun started on Thurs. Got to go out with Gerard, Zhan Hui and Glen Ang. Ate subway for lunch which had been a long time since i ate it. KK was really scary but fun in a weird way if you think about it now. Really, the woman's tower freaked me out! Everything done there must be really thick skin. Anyway, didn't get the thing we wanted.

Long ride to Terminal 3. Wow, Gerard was absolutely, positively CORRECT! All the people with superr alot of time are at Terminal 3. The coolest thing there, however, is CANDY EMPIRE! Didn't buy anything though. Shouldn't indulge so fast huh.

Went to Orchard. Salmon and mushroom bake rice is so-so but chicken would have been better. Ate earthquake which finished AMAZINGLY fast. Zoop zoop and GONE! Tried shopping but nothing good sooo it someway, plodded home

Friday:
So far, it is the meeting where we did most of the things continuously, back to back. Games were really fun! And there is yet a new couple in the secondary 1's! AIYO! That makes it 2..hahaha. Its going to be funny!

Its a pity that short distances and long distances are different in the techniques of running so, relay, on my part was horrible. BOOHOO.

Then, its to the dance room. Wow, it is nice to go back there! Had to leave early though because school was closing.

But to sum the whole friday off, the best was dinner! as Dinner had BRINJALS!

to the 5 dragonboaters...

why?

Today today today.

Not that bad. Found out that the security guards are way better now. Eh, camp stuff aside.

LUNCH. Wow, what a comical scene! You see one counter and a whole lot of people in the kitchen preparing the orders. Macdonalds that is. Erm. You really get to see people working sooo fast. And i waited soooo long just to get one chicken foldover. Aww.

Meeting ended at 6? Ended on a funny note huh. Sat bus and i saw Jian Yang! You guys dont know who he is lah. Heh. Ok well, caught up a little. Walked home. Blah. Boring after that.

Thank you ladies and gentlemen.

Hey boys and girls,

Weds:

Woke up, swam in freezing cold water. Then smaller little guys came along and they had swimming lessions, which equals, time to get out of the pool.

I went to Orchard at 11am which was REALLY early. Met Glen and Gerard. Big "events" that happened were erm, eating for 3 hours. The black pepper beef was good, BUT i ate quite alot and got sick of it. Teryaki Chicken was tasty throughout. And the weirdest was coffee chicken which tasted like..coffee and chicken..haha. Funky taste.

Ooh, after which we walked a whole lot to find a pair of shoes for Glen. Walked to Wisma but ended back at Taka. While Glen got shoes, had a fun time with Gerard grooving to some weird music.Doing the side to side wave thing. Really fun. Gerard kept talking about how he is SO looking foward to go KK and Terminal 3. Hohoho.

Went to Coffee Bean, got this Berry'd Treasure drink. Talked. Burst out laughing when Gerard dotted Glen's Zara's vest-hood thingy with his drink. Hahahahahaha. Gerard left :(. Then me and Glen went shopping for __stuff. Thats the second time i been into Toys R' Us this year. Fun Fun Fun. Ended Orchard with Swensons at Orchard Hotel.

In the night, it was baking an oreocheesecake for my sister's class. Werid huh. Baking for her class. Ah well, this is the third time i baked something but couldn't eat it. Darn.

Thurs:

Woke up late! Wanted to run in the morning but late night reading made me tired. Nanyang followed up. Quite an exhasting day, as in there was a blend of boredom and thinking. Did get quite alot of stuff done. Although, there is still MUCH to do now, since the games are JUST added, and now to prepare for the props. Tommorow would be more of that.

Ooh. The heat of the afternoon got me sleepy. So, afternoon was more relax. Cannot blame the rest too huh. Cropped up in the classroom, bound to feel a little hyper. Got a lift from Dad, luckily. Reached home and found out there was still time to run! So went running! YAY.

See you handsomes and beautifuls next time! xD

Life has been boring so far

1. Worrying about the O levels yes.

2. Reading

3. Running.

Finally get to go out tommorow.

Thurs and Fri will be back to camping issues.

Now, we get the time, we get bored. WHY!

Ah, Malaysia was a slack trip. Meant to shop and get fat.

First morning breakfast spread was: 1 muffin, 1 slice of cake, 1 fruit crumble and 1 almond croissant. And like, 4 glasses of orange juice. Mmmm.

Got 2 poser tops, a berms and a pair of jeans. Got mark haddon's 2nd book too.
It was nice though. Slacking and all. Never done that for soooo long.

Crap, i gotta exercise! and....eat..HEH

Ok. Newspapers were wayyy boring today. Oil prices are soaring, monkeys are getting cloned.

It was fun getting to know the secondary one facilitators. Gosh, the guys were so childish. I mean yes, its obvoius they want to get the attention of the female but, come on guys, over excessive?

There's where we actually get to see that females mature faster then males! Bless the oestrogen and progesterone. If not, it was like communicating with a bunch of small twerps.

The girl was much more mature. Luckily. Their a good bunch though.

HEY, PAE TMR! Gotta sleeeeep, snooze, knock off, run..whatever..

this is a must blog.

Why do people start speaking perfect english on blogs?

Perfect spelling. Words that aren't usually used. Perfect Grammer.

Come on. We AREN't QUESTIONING YOU CAPABILITY OF THE LANGUAGE

IF YOU WANT TO SHOWOFF, ACT SOPHISCATED( In the words of my dad). GO TALK TO THE MIRROR.

I cannot stand it. Its a blog not a compo. We won't go oh, your language sucks. If you need to use that to reaffirm your language grasp. Save it for youself.

Gosh!

Cool, now im up on the bitch quotient.

Well, it is amazing that we have reached the end and YAY!

No no. You guys are not getting on how i fare for this exam. Dont be naughty ok. ITS OVER. If you want advice, print the bell curve, hang it in your room and pray to it everyday.

Hmm, too many stuff happened during this LONG period of time. Remember there was this article about some genius kids. They aren't really that AMAZING though. Well to start off, it is the june paper, which tends to be easier. If angion was there. He did own them. right glend?

Next will be the poor Finland people. Ah. The student was known to be a nice guy and well, his mental condition is known as introvert right? They said that in anger managment once. Let see, to jog YOUR memory. An extrovert( if there's such thing!) is someone who shouts and swears at the cashier. An introvert is the cashier who one day takes a gun and fires at the guy.

Ah, news aside! So cool, Mrs Tey ran to school. It is quite a distance i think. Hmm, Ms Goh was wearing the 4C t-shirt, Ms Jazilah looks much happy then before. Gosh, why am i blogging about teachers. Goodness, im hypocritical! *Gasp

Ah nuts. Im getting tired and the Life of Pi wants me to read it. Oh yes..i forgot to introduce myself. I am Sze Jet..hi..

Should be the last before Nov 13.Heh.

Well, its the smoochy moochy lovey dovey wishy washy things.

It has been an okay 3 and a half years. The last part of the sec 4 year was the best. It was AS THOUGH the class was united. i emphasize. We still have some strays.

It ends so fast right? Blink flash poof! And although its kinda numb for me but i still feel the sudden loss when it was rush rush rush after swensens. Lets blame wei hao's sister kay?

Owen was brooding about it in the MRT and well, its kinda sad for him too..10 years and all. Well, whats gone is gone. Crap, that sounds sad.

Oh well, not going to say much what happened but more of feelings huh. The class was great. Trip to swensens was really fun until we made a fraud begger. Grr.

Catching the last train home was fun. And sighs.* its over. sniff*

Party is over boys. Lets go get the O's and show them what we got

hey hey hey.

This post is well, something i want to burst out saying.

Don't you love moderation?

Well said, done.

For the Courtersy of Ryan Loh Zhi Wei:

ok its been BAD really bad.

down to the last two days of prelims i was sick. WHOOPEE. to sum it off i walked into the exam hall with either a throbbing headache or feeling exceptionally sleepy.

well after yesterday chem, we were off to the movies. it was a really violent movie, senseless killing and other mentally unhealthy stuff. the plot was good but it was like a tenth of any CSI plot.

Had to skip the last 5 minutes of the movie and rushed to school with Glen. It was awfully funny, trying to call every teacher and well rushing and getting a cabby who didn't know two hoots where mount vernon was and he gave us 50 cents COMPENSATION.awww..

the thing was ok. it was more of the secondary 3's talking though and secondary four's making some sacarstic remarks. the moe person was fun.. and it ended at 3.40

Plodded home. and ZOOM saturday. Woke up with a major migraine which was undoubtly due to the movie screen, the computer monitor and Mr Harry Potter. It was a well spent day with our good scar headed friend either then having the dentist to pry at my braces and tightening my metal implants till no gaps were left between my pearly whites.

and IM HERE. will be commencing excercising tommorow. took a LOOONG break when i was sick. and i am baking apple crumble too. WHOOPEE.

and i shall not talk about the ominous thingy that awaits us in 4 weeks time. HMPH

hiya boys.

monday: madly depressed about chinese

tuesday: same thing happened as monday

weds: english oral.ah well.at least i knew i talked really loud and i danced with my hands

thurs: another crazy day till 7pm

fri: again depressed over english mock exams results. my language is a fluke.

The Week's Happenings:

Kevin requested Matthew to highlight one of his tooth green.it was certainly hilarious

I keep seeing frenchcap's adverts while running which isn't very decent at all.

I have yet to write the Leaver's Ceremony message.

This is quite late but on the 90th dinner:

It started with being on of the first that finised a physics question and rushing down 8 levels by stairs.

Changed in the car. Not exactly what i presume as a gentleman.

Rushed there and Hwa Jie and Lu Xuan were nice enough to fetch me from Body Shop.

The dinner food itself didn't tantalise my tastebuds but the opportunity to meet up with all of them was a well payoff.

There was a lot of laughther for i laughed at the slightest thing.

Didn't know any else resulting in sticking with jessica and yi jing. It was more of the 17 year olds which were socialising.

There was a centain accent that touched my nerve though.

Apparently good things had to end fast and it was home on the Mrt before i knew it.

It was really a great night.

Ah well. This should be one of the last post before the o's. maybe i'll allow myself to come online on my birthday and once after the prelims.

From now to 13th of Nov. There is going to be a lot of diligence needed.

surprise. im online on a weekday.whatever

yesterday was great. i strongly feel that whenever i go out with my class. yu zhe and gerrad should be there.they kinda spice things up.

on the other hand, ian and owen were really nice helping me to choose a tie.

billy bombers wasn't really nice though.

chinese o's releasing next week.bleh

shan't say more

whoopee.

weds: never knew how hard it was to run in the rain

thurs: slogged really slogged.

fri: acs(i) is pretty. it has a concert hall bigger than our two halls combined.seriously.

sat: boring..

yeah. starting to feel the stress. but its weird that people are studying so badly. i wonder if they will burn out before the o's?

how i wished it wasn't so competitive.

hey hey HEY! i really LOVE you guys!

let see this will be a long post
friday;

maybe not. i'll speak in summarised points.

i sweated like a dog.

the first time i spoke to ALOT of people.

and like a machine gun. too fast. i was SUPPOSE to look out for Mrs Tey to check my tempo but hum ji instincts overcame me

my classmates were great.really great. you guys made my day.

yes and i heard the screwed up part of my speech.

statue founder thing.

phototaking was fun.

and im again surprised the school band can be tolerated without corporeal punishment where i learnt mrs tey is REALLY patient.

ohyeah.and mrs tey was my " mother of the day "

chomp was great, thats the first time i spent so much on hawkers. too bad jian hong couldn't come. he would have spiced things up

another funny thing is, it was a night of running stellito heels.

thats about all though theres more. i think i have to leave

jet close your mouth before something flys in
this is another self-esteem post
this is my FAVOURITE. A SKY HIGH CONCENTRATION diffusing to a miniscule concentration down a vertical diffusion gradient
Last of all. and jet looks like a cross between crying and a freakand i blame owen =)

this is more of a self ego picture.
me and jeremiah, who is the obvious choice of cca distinction, right csm?
me and sports boy, blah blah.ego post
now thats something everyone wants right?

2 tests. 3 o level SPA. 1 mock exam. crammed into next week.

i wonder what my class did to deserve this utter 'bliss'.

and the speech was a much of a fiasco. i could not think properly

sat down and stared into blank space on friday night.

oh yeah. admist all those test. i got to cram the speech into my head.

wow. both english and chinese.

on the brighter note. there's going to be alot of photo taking next friday.

saturday sucked.

ran the wrong route for biathlon

what spiced it up was a mere trailer in the harry potter movie.and i specify trailer

the swordfish neck at fish and co. was a gargatuan meal

and my eyelids are presently lifting weights.

next two weeks will be BORING.

what a week..next week

tests and all.

this is such a "surreal"

why do i burn myself whenever i cook?

its going to be interesting on 11th August